Monday, February 18, 2019

Sleep and Trying to Change

4:42 p.m. I slept in quite late today, and it seemed much needed after an exhausting weekend. 😂🤗❤️😍

I woke up around 1 p.m. and had a very productive few hours. Got a bunch of chores done, downloaded new twentyonepilots songs, and updated the albums. 

Made a nice goal list: daily, weekly, monthly, for today, etc.

It was quite a long list, but mainly all that’s left is to read a book, which is on my monthly list. Reading even a little bit helps.

My social media apps, the vast majority, are deleted since I intend on heavily limiting my social media usage this week. 😂🤗❤️😍

Lately, I’ve been using the same emojis over and over.

Also in this time, ideally, I’d like to spend time growing closer to God, where I was otherwise distracted by the meaningless social media apps. I really gotta improve my Christian life, bruh.

Overall, I’m kicked into gear once again. Once again actively attempting to improve my life physically, spiritually, and mentally. 

I know what I go through some nights threatens to topple that motivation down, and sometimes manages to for a time, but I’m hoping I’ll get better at recovering when I slip as time goes on.

I also believe that when it comes to love,  and finding it, it’d be a lot easier/healthier on a potential partner if I’m motivated to actively take care of myself.

I think I’ll continue the search once I’ve managed to achieve this for a bit, God Willing. I gotta have focus.

Being sad and torn down..staying in a dark place even if things seem to be crumbling around you... is no way to go through life, and it’s not how I intend to spend it. I’ll fight it all I can. 

5:01 p.m. Listening to music and chilling out. Organizing my phone apps and realizing I need to put this thing down. 😂

6:07 p.m. Just ate some shrimp ramen (not healthy at all, I know, but healthy food choices are kinda limited the next week or so) and I’m thinking of going to sleep...or attempting, anyway. 

Because I also want to change my sleep habits (and also because goals are done for today) since I’ve been in the habit of going to bed at 3-4 a.m. or later and sleeping into noon hours. 

This also makes intermittent fasting easier, another habit I’m trying to resume. 🤗❤️😍

Bonus: I find when I’m trying to sleep is the time I spend the most towards prayer.

Today was so quiet. So peaceful. Totally drama-free. Can I get an amen? Hope tomorrow is just as great. ^_^ 

P.S. I’ve lost my sleep mask again. 🙄 I’ll have to either get a new one or hope I come across it. I know it’s around my bed..somewhere.

6:16 p.m. Found it. That was easy. Praise and thank the Lord God/Jesus! 🥪

All Glory, Praise, Thanks and all things be to almighty God on the highest forever and ever in Jesus name, amen. God is able to do above all we ask or think!

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