Thursday, February 21, 2019

Productive. Sick. Unhappy Thoughts.

1:35 p.m. Still productive. Still sick. Battling some demons today, ones I didn’t even ask for, to be honest, but with God’s help I’ll make it through. 

I got a new Secondlife creation in. I got my daily tasks checked off...except for exercise.

I got a good shower in. And Judy showed it to fix the toilet just as I finished. So I had to hurry and dress, then get the door. 

I let them in. April woke up groaning because she went to answer the door after they were already inside, so that was a thing. 

I asked her if we could get a 12 pack of coke or Pepsi or something. Ordinarily, I’d avoid it with me trying to be healthier and all but...I’m sick 😷 and the bubbles are SO soothing on the back of my throat. And I feel like the carbonation fills out my nose a bit. We’ll see. 

I had an apple left but I think April threw it away thinking it was bad. 🙄 I’m not gonna day anything though because she doesn’t take mistakes being pointed out very well. Especially not lately. 

I’ll have to make due with ramen. I mean, I have my meal plan food, but I generally prefer to eat it with something else healthy, too.

It’s already hard seeing her spend every waking day as a walking sack of misery. Sorry if that sounds harsh. It’s just..not easy to watch someone refuse to have joy in their life on a day to day basis and with every spoken word sound like the epitome of all that is sadness and depression. 😕

I wish better for her. I really do.

6:43 p.m. Worked on an SL dress. Went clothes/grocery shopping with April. Then came home.

I made my first animation. 🤗 Until my growing painful sweating hangnail said ‘no’ after 50 frames. 😬 We’ll see if continues?

8:36 p.m. Kicking back with April in the living room and gonna watch her play Dark Cloud.  “Them graphics, man.”

Also, went back to eBay to relook into my options for a fifty dollar Chromebook. I think I found a winner. ❤️

11:23 p.m.  I watched her play the game and then we went up to the Circle K for some chocolate (Reese's Cups) We're freezing them right now (cause now she likes frozen chocolate like I do, lol) We had a heart to heart about some deep stuff like our friendship and feelings lately, overall. The stronger for it, I think. And about mushroom highs. We later chatted outside, watched Youtube together. Minxy caught himself a frog but thankfully, April managed to rescue it and it appears the fella got away unharmed. I've been playing DMK and now we're going back to the game.

All Glory, Praise, Thanks and all things be to almighty God on the highest forever and ever in Jesus name, amen. God is able to do above all we ask or think!

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