12:44 a.m. Moved my computer stuff back to my room. Getting productive on SL. Still watching too much twentyonepilots.
I just realized I want another journal. For writing down cringe-worthy private thoughts, which I have a LOT of. 😂 Should make them easier to deal with if I can laugh at myself in that sense.
Healthier mind than last week. I slipped a couple times, but it’s been getting less frequent. Every night I manage to not slip is a victory for me. 😂😍🙏❤️🤗
Been feeling the itch to write again, anything. Or edit my main novel. Just haven’t jumped on either yet.
10:44 a.m. After a shorter hiatus than expected, I’m giving updating my blurb journal another go! 🤗
Finished a major Secondlife gacha project last night. Vanity set. 🤪
I think it’s safe to say I’m a pretty big fan of twentyonepilots now. Seen an innumerable amount of interviews (to the point I know answers to some repeated questions), seen the seemingly endless amount of funny video montages, large amount of songs (daily of which are in my head) and listening to now (Bandito.) Following on both twitter (as of late last night) and Insta.
And I find it all truly and utterly weird. And wonder, and kinda hope, it doesn’t get too much weirder...like JRM-levels weirder. 😳🤫😂 Cause most of my past journals content are cringe-worthy on account of that.
Speaking of cringe, I’ve felt recently it might be helpful for me to deal with my cringey thoughts by compiling them in a single journal.
The original plan was to buy yet another journal at Wal-Mart, with no guarantee I’ll actually write in it as I plan, but I decided perhaps a blurb version is best. Cause if I don’t stick with it, hey, it’s no more money wasted. And if I do? I get a nice version without having the part of struggling to read my own handwriting.
Handwriting is actually a bit tedious compared to typing these days, a little sad as that seems.
I’m hoping to go back on the healthy track soon. I feel myself getting the itch back. Cause..it’s an interesting concept to me..to be constantly active and out and about..what could just change. 😂 It’s deeper than words describe.
At the moment, I got a couple more entries to add to blogger, and then blurb. Then we’ll see if I can’t start on this cringey thoughts journal. It’s more fun than it sounds.