Tuesday, January 29, 2019

It's Been 18 Days: Part Two

10:16 a.m. I slept in..not even sure until what time. I just know shortly after waking, I went with April to Rick’s house help her go through some of her late Mom’s old stuff.

Then I came back and worked on a song (from a dream I had) that had been in my head for days, albeit in bits and pieces, and made it come to life. My singing wasn’t great. 

My microphone was having issues in both Audacity and Magix Music Maker, only for me to find Audacity sometimes won’t work with other mic-related programs open. So Magix had to close for a bit while I worked that out. 

Tried to add music to the vocals, but I couldn’t pin down the instruments or barely even a beat (if there was one) so it was vocals only.


At least now if it’s in my head too much, I can simply ‘play’ the song, which has me thrilled.

I spontaneously wrote that new dream down in my new journal before bed last night, excitedly with my new and previously unused gel pens, as soon as I could FINALLY recall the lyrics I thought were lost to me.

I went on Secondlife after, and worked on some bump and spec maps. I was surprised how quickly it turned dark.

All that’s left on my project is a skybox. Bathroom themed, which I don’t have the energy to do tonight. 

That coke I had today kinda brought on an energy crash. Though there hasn’t been much shortage of sugar in my system lately, it was the first soda I’d had in a long while.  

After that, I watched some Youtube, mainly twentyonepilots stuff and a rather ‘serious’ Tyler Joseph interview.
Looking at my thoughts like:

Dealt with the cat litter and now just feeling an onslaught of awkward at my own thoughts and feelings. 

And contemplating going to bed, though I haven’t been up long enough to do much today. In my opinion.

I slept well. A lot less evil thoughts than last week, which previously kept me up for long hours and brought on depression. So that’s good. Small victory.

I REALLY felt like writing an entry before bed, just wasn’t sure if I would or not. But apparently..happily..I did.

Fun fact, by the way:

I had my vocals analyzed. Nice to know I’m mainly female, as I ought to be. 😂

All Glory, Praise, Thanks and all things be to almighty God on the highest forever and ever in Jesus name, amen. God is able to do above all we ask or think!

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