Sunday, October 2, 2016

Dreams and Boredom

2:38 p.m. I slept in until near two, ate, and still feel drowsy...with a side of bored.

I went to sleep sometime around 4 a.m. So it is safe to assume that my sleep schedule is thrown off.

I had one weird dream where I was giving my family a RL tour of my Secondlife store and how there were parts dedicated to my little cousin Malania. There was even a little brunette doll meant to represent her (even though the girl is blonde) and she got excited.

Next thing I remember is the store turning into a cluttered mess from over-exploration.

In some other dream, my sister handed me a tablet where she was planning my entire life, including my Secondlife schedule, and I had a breakdown at her about it, citing that I'm not wanting to be on Secondlife everyday if I don't feel like it. Then we just argued. It reminds me of my issues with authority. One of my weaknesses, unfortunately.

Another part involved these new McDonalds toys to be given away as part of a job. One was a short and fat 'dual wall tumbler' of sorts, like a cup fitting inside a thick insulated tumbler.

Another was a medium plastic cup with a foil lid (a small part broken in) and a plastic sippy cup lid that went over it.

Some dream involving Harry Solomon, about him having a baby. (in relation to an RL episode I watched late last night)

And another MAY have involved Sarah Michelle Gellar. Idk I saw her picture (speaking of real life now) and had the impression I had, just not a full memory.

The other day I dreamt I was on a porch and saw my loved ones that passed. The first person I requested to see was my late step-sister Jackie (2015), who passed at 19 years old. I got a big hug from her.

Then there was Grandma (2009) and Joe. (1999)

Although, I think my memory of Joe's image may have been distorted by time. There are very few pictures of him existing and the ones that do exist were from the mid-80's. I was very close to him when he passed, when I was 11 years old, and it was the first time I had to deal with death. I took it hard and cried for months.

He was still old (passed at 72) but thinner than I remember him in life. At least he smiled. :)

My Papa (Grandpa on my Dad's side, still living, praise God, though paralyzed on one side of his body) was also there and with barely the help of a walker, I think, he was walking! I remember cheering.

The rest of the dream was kind of a blur but it was worth remembering. I think they only showed up in the dream because while I was still dreaming, I prayed for it. So thus it was. :)

Today I'm just quietly chilling with Rob. April is doing that thing with the group that I, nor she, feels okay with me participating in. That is all for now.

God bless, Jesus loves, lives, saves! Bye folks! More soon!!

9:12 p.m. Today was a lazy day, Third Rock From The Sun marathon, and then more sleep. I haven't been drinking enough water so that explains the drowsiness. However, I got up and made dinner (Alfredo pasta with bacon, hamburger, and corn) and cleaned a bit. Dishes still need washing but I am so chill right now. :)

All Glory, Praise, Thanks and all things be to almighty God on the highest forever and ever in Jesus name, amen. God is able to do above all we ask or think!

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