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Friday, October 23, 2015

The Healing.

6:35 a.m. My mood has cooled down. I'm still at Mom's, though a lot less complaingingly. I learned my sister also has depression and she gave me pills and instruction to help me. I opened up to her and things got better. I had a really nice day with the kids yesterday, so aside from leg pain there is nothing to complain about there. I will make it through the week and hopefully the rest of the week will be this calm.

Today I watch Harmony, and then Aaliyah when she gets home from school. I still wonder about what the internet holds when I get back, lol. Especially email wise regarding Secondlife sales lol. Or any messages for me on the social networks, ya know? Either way aside from leg pain it's all calm now, the anger is past me. So that works.

I kept dreaming of JRM tonight lol. There was JRM and Mara in one dream and there was another where I think I tried to meet him lol. Idk I don't recall much.

The dogs were roughhousing and I finally got them settled.

6:44 a.m. Time to send Aaliyah off to school.

6:57 a.m. Aaliyah is gone and out the door at 6:53 a.m., I spent time watching a 70's game show, and now I'm watching Harmony eat ramen for breakfast before we go enjoy some cartoons for the day. Also still letting both dogs run around....for now. If I can keep them from 'going' in the house if you catch my drift.

11:50 a.m. Harmony is down for her afternoon nap and I'm watching crime mystery shows. She got to play in dirt and mud earlier and take a bubble bath. Other than that it was playing with the dogs, tv, and toys. :) I took my medication and I just had canned macaroni for lunch. I need to feed Harmony her lunch after she wakes up. P.S. Today has been a decent day so far...annnndd I'm out of Pepsi lol.

2:07 p.m. Was still watching crime mystery television. I just woke Harmony up from her nice long nap to have some spaghetti-o's. Can't wait to go home tomorrow night, and I mean that in a positive way. :D Things have gone smooth so far today and pray they continue. Although I still need to get my laundry done at some point...maybe tomorrow when everyone is at that Breast Cancer walk. My legs are still kinda hurty so like I repeat, I don't think I will be attending. Now just writing to pass a few minutes as I am in the dining room with Harmony and monitoring her eating...switching from a large spoon to eating with her hands, lol. Still an amusing saucy little mess lol.

Oh! And earlier I was getting scared about Jen's tweety bird thing singing like a garbled radio in the distance...took a few minuste to really discover it. I had to pull down some things because it was in a REALLY high spot and it isn't altogether put back properly. If I'm lucky I'll be home before she -----

2:13 p.m. Notices. I just got up to give Harmony seconds that she wanted lol. Girl can eat! Wish she'd drink her milk though...kinda thining back randomly to that road trip to Alabama five years ago and my details about what went on in the backseat like with DJ and his then girlfriend Ariana arguing over which skittle colors to eat lol.


EDIT: Sorry for not finishing. Aaliyah came home later with snacks and we chilled out, ate, and watched t.v. Normal day where they played. Later that night, Jen chipped in and helped me buy some pizza which I enjoyed with Mom once she got home. We also just watched tv....'Whammy' a 1983 game show, and then crime mystery shows until going to bed. 

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