Oh, AND AT 3 A.M. YESTERDAY I CUT MY HAIR OFF!!! Felt liberating. Mohawked it. I'm not walking public with it yet, don't have the self esteem to not care if someone stares or judges, but I am happy to wear it in private as an expression of self. Family has been mostly supportive. :D Shocked, but supportive.
Also dreamt about JRM again, that he had a new movie where he got to do the voice of a little girl, like "being an adult in a kids' world." I loved it. I hear the voice-over of some interview while looking up and down at this pole with what was either fliers or computer monitors on it.
On a random note, revisited IMVU to see my old products. Wish I still had the files so I could take them, then apply them to my SL avatar.
Still saving up 2500 Lindens to convert to cash, about ten bucks worth, so I can finally get some money back in my bank account. My store is in it's beginning stages but it can earn nearly 50-100 lindens a day which makes me happy. :D The more products I put out, the more I'll make until I've expanded my store into a wide affordable selection and maybe one day have a GENUINE business and income. Goals, man. Goals. It's one way to utilize my art talent for money.
5:27 a.m. Made some macaroni and hot dogs. Gonna chill...
5:58 a.m. Everyone is asleep since I'm on a different schedule than them. I know Rob normally lets me use the computer to do SL creating but I don't want to disturb him so I will grin and bear it on the laptop. The newest GIMP is not fun to use but I eventually get the job done, lol. Praise Jesus. God works miracles above all we ask or think.
10:05 a.m. It's seriously only ten a.m! lol. That's like four hours. I attempted to make a couch earlier, after making an awesome rug, on SL but the couch didn't work out as hoped. I had a little snack going and then got on Netflix. Wtill feel like designing today, just not sure what...or if I can muster the patience for GIMP on this laptop,,,,April is trying to sleep, Rob is asleep (still trying not to get on his computer) and yeah. Life.
Just hope I am doing something with it. God has a plan in Jesus name, Amen!
10:11 p.m. Almost eleven hours later. After writing, sometime, I fell asleep until 5 p.m. ate and worked on designing a velvet web gothic top I've been working on for a couple days. I finished it and I'm going onto the shorts later, God willing, to finish the set. God is blessing me.
I am feeling tired. I cried. Dad thought I was crazy for what I did to my hair but we talked it out and we're cool now. I had to explain that happiness matters and I'm worth more than my hairstyle. Just my eyes have that 'kinda hot' saggy leftover from crying feel to them so it's making me feel sleepy.
On the plus side, my new rug got a couple sales today, and I got another positive review on a product (Those things make me nervous but all the happier when they work out) so I'm thrilled about that. On my way with this SL thing.
God bless, Jesus loves, lives, saves! All glory, praise, thanks, and all things be to God on the highest forever and ever in Jesus name, Amen! God is able!