Translate

Wednesday, April 1, 2015

The First Of April.

11:27 a.m. I was out of my head yesterday and barely got any sleep last night. Something snapped and caused me to have ongoing, horrible, thoughts and all I could do was pray through it. May this pass away in Jesus Name, amen!

I saw Barb this morning and she said she is not leaving until tomorrow morning. Still, she will be missed. :D I've checked Tumblr, more recently Facebook, And...Neopets did this prank where they turned into Jumpstart. Like seriously what is this tomfoolery?


I don't want to say that I've had what's call buyers remorse, but I haven't been happy with me spending so much money so often lately, more than a hundred dollars on various things and for various reasons this month. I want to try and too better.

I HOPE my income tax isn't lost in the mail, like last year, but I have no way of checking since I don't know the exact amount on my total tax refund this year.

11:41 a.m. Well, I tried to get info from my Mom about what's on my W2 so I  can see the status of my tax return but it's in Jen's room apparently, and locked. :/

12:48 p.m. April was sharing a family matter she had discussed with me and she had some advice for the thing I said was going on with me, which I acknowledged as obsessive intrusive thoughts. She advised me to know they were there, but also know that these are things that I would never try to do.

She tried to go back to bed, after having little sleep, but Donny dropped by and chatted us up until now. She also gave me free reign to do the dishes again, finally, which makes me happy. Would be even more fun to cook while I'm doing it but we'll see.

12:58 p.m. I'm totally having the urge to draw...

1:10 p.m. I've found my source image. So it begins...

2:16 p.m. Drawing sloppily finished. I had a lot of anxiety going on to get it right..there's always a very physical anxiety (nose runs, itchiness, bathroom urges etc.) just anything that can be sent my way to bug me only when I'm drawing.

2:23 p.m. Laundry is drying. No more drawing. Too much anxiety going on, frustration, I just need to calm down. Jesus help meh!

9:23 p.m. Seven hours later.

  • Read the Divine Secrets of the Ya-Ya Sisterhood.
  • Dried the towels.
  • Hung out with April and we made chicken and fettucini alfredo.
  • Helped Barb move out and wished her goodbye to GA. She even gave us a few things, including extra food.
  • Watched April on Tumblr.
  • Still trying to get my W2 info.
10:26 p.m. BAH! Who cares if I'm still on the internet. I should shower and head to bed soon. Anyway, end of updates. God bless, see the sidebar, bye!

You May Also Like: