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Thursday, April 30, 2015

Off For A Few Days.

3:28 p.m. I'm getting better hang of Blender, the past two days. I woke up around 2 from a terrible nightmare and it shook me a little. I bounced back by sitting outside and listening to nature. It sounds exactly like this sound recording I made back in December. Trees shaking in the wind (which make noises close to ocean sounds), cars whizzing by, and birds chit-chatting. This is what my life outdoors sounds like....when I'm not plugged into my mp3 player, that is.



Anyway, something new has come up. My mema recently got out of the hospital for kidney failure, (I'm praising God shes okay) and they need someone to go help her out because she's weak right now. It was offered to me, so I took it. I will be in Gibsonton for a few days and from there, God only knows. :D I've just been dying to see her and to be there for her means the world to me. God is real.

In other news, I'm being impatient about my 'This Fabulous Century' books. I've been waiting since the 9th to get them, and they are due today, but the tracking number has not updated in 18 days so I don't know if it's on the way or not. I just know it's not here now.

Kittens have overrun the couch, which they recently learned to scale and claim as a new favorite spot. I slept with them for the first time last night and it only lasted a couple hours, probably a lot less. I fell into REM sleep and dreamed of them...with me living in a two story home and making it to my room, only to find three kittens have straggled behind me, up the stairs and into the room.

One is cuddling my thigh now, while another tackles him...or her. Have not figured out the sex yet.

I went to take Mrs. M her mail today but there was no answer at the door, so I slipped it halfway into the crack of the door.

It's an insanely nice day and I want to go exercise. As it said in Titanic, I'm on God's good humor. Speaking of Leo Decaprio, I watched Romeo and Juliet FINALLY. My brain needed that stimulation that comes with translating Shakespeare in one brain while being entertained in another, funny that probably the main way I know how to spell his name is because of Scary Movie, lol.

I have been contemplating whether or not I want to bring my netbook, probably not..I don't know. My mema still uses AOL but I don't know if I'll be able to use that computer anytime I want. Then again, if I bring my netbook, there may not be internet on it. Better leave it. XD It's not like I'm writing. It's not some vacation, though it kinda is with the 'getting away from home for a while' part but I'm there to help mema, and I'm assuming Papa as well since she was his caretaker. It's for a few days, though I don't know how many are exactly hinted in a few. I'm still happy. I have two kittens sleeping against my thigh as I sit on the couch right now. Sad to think we have to give them away in a few weeks.

Also, I miss going to the museum. I know I just disappeared there out of thin air right before I dyed my hair blonde so it's been a while. I just have to get myself back on a normal sleep schedule which going to mema's may help with, you know?

God bless, Jesus loves, lives, Died, Rose, saves. All glory, praise, thanks and all things be to God on the highest forever and ever in Jesus name, Amen! God is able!

4:16 p.m. Just got back from my walk. ^___^

4:30 p.m. I put on weight, Here's me, after working out, loving me for who God made me to be. I'm more than a body, anyway. :D Praise Jesus.


4:49 p.m. After my own mini photo shoot (I won't share all the photos, may they be forever private) April called and asked about when my food stamps card comes in. I said the 4th and she said we are skipping groceries again (probably need to afford another cat issue.)

I told her I am going to Mema's to help take care of her. She asked me to leave my food stamp card, but I told her I'm bringing it there so I can be able to buy my own food without depleting their groceries. She was resistant at first, but then said okay. I am working on this thing where I stand my ground, not confrontationally of course, but to be a little less....how to put it...rolling over on things that are against my wishes.
Hissy is cleaning the couch kittens. Look at these adorable dorks!
I'm not talking about spending them all. I can budget myself for a few days worth of food, or snacks, and it'll be there when I come back..whenever that is and we can shop then. By the way, Mom can't pick me up so she's sending Grandpa either tonight (more likely tomorrow) to pick me up. I told her just to call me when someone's coming so I can pack. I also need to ask if we're stopping at Mom's first or going straight there..because if it's at Mom's I can bring the netbook.

After the food stamps disagreement though, I don't think I'll be asking for April's phone as I originally thought. She's not mad or anything, but I don't think she's overjoyed. lol.

6:07 p.m. I just finished watching Modern Family. My books have still not arrived and I'm getting worried. :/ I don't understand why it wouldn't be here. I doubt it's at our P.O. Box but I could probably ask for a ride.

8:07 p.m. I made a teddy bear for Blender in practice. :D Also, as far as i'm aware, my package has not arrived. :(

8:14 p.m. I sent a message to the seller..I'm just really REALLY disappointed because of how much I was looking forward to having the books.

8:58 p.m. I am leaving for mema's at NOON tomorrow and don't know when I'll be back. April said I could borrow her phone so YAY! I also have to remember to pack my book, The Divine Secrets of the Ya-Ya Sisterhood.

9:30 p.m. First Tumblr, now StumbleUpon. I'm already excited, praise Jesus.

11:19 p.m. Enough StumbleUpon. Am I right?

12:50 a.m. The power went out at Midnight while I was drawing and hanging out with Rob, for a half hour. Then the seller of "This Fabulous Century 1870-1900" cancelled my order and refunded my money. :( So much for that.



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