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Tuesday, February 24, 2015

The Internet Was Gone Yesterday

11:27 a.m. Since I didn't have internet yesterday, it made me give in to drawing, after which, I completed TWO new ones.




I also made an updated video tour of my room. :D





I watched Rob play a video game yesterday and mostly hung out with him until we went to bed, and snacked quite a bit..I must say. Even after having enough sleep though, I feel a bit tired. Still, I've been using my time to catch up on the social networks AND I've been seriously considering drawing grav3yardgirl. I've also set my livejournal blog to private and feel better for doing so. Praise the Lord Jesus. It's good to be back to the old me, after coming off of what the meds made me feel like a month ago. God is good.

11:57 a.m. I just updated the MOSI entry from the previous week with pictures, so I'm very happy about that. Still hoping to take a nap after I finish my dailies on Neopets. If I can't sleep, I can always catch up on the latest episode of the Walking Dead. God Bless, Jesus Loves, Lives, Saves! All Glory, Praise, Thanks, and all things be to God on the highest forever and ever in Jesus Name, Amen! God is able!

12:12 p.m. Watched a little Youtube....

4:52 p.m. I just woke up. My dreams seriously had themes. God, Jesus, Jonathan Rhys Meyers, and Grav3yardgirl. Even my own insecurities. It's been a long time since I've gone into detail about any of them.

First off, I finally had a dream of going back to school...for the first time...it wasn't about me being a student. I was my normal age, surrounded by a sea of teenagers while I wondered if I was ever as small as they are. I didn't talk to anyone, that I can recall.

I basically spent the dream touring my old school, somewhat illegally, because I thought for sure I would be told I was trespassing if I got caught.

I saw an aged version of my P.E. coach from middle school, Coach Donhaiser (though I probably just misspelled his name) and walked on by. I think he saw me but I didn't say anything.

I noticed some parts of the school were rebuilt, with flights of wooden stairs, and others were left abandoned (post-apocalyptic style)

In another dream, I was looking at a map which told me a jrmfansite headquarters was actually near me, signalling with a line, however on closer inspection, the distance seemed farther than I thought when I compared it to how close a theme park I previously visited in the dream was. It seemed four times as far, possibly about 10-12 miles away from me when I really looked at it. But I tried going, nonetheless.

The next thing I remember was coming upon this scene where Jonny was forced by a crowd to race this car. He did it, quiet about his unhappiness about it until the end where he gently voiced his concerns, then admitted that he actually enjoyed it and wished he wouldn't have been so upset before. He even smiled. :)

On his face, something had been blurred out, and I was determined to see it. My point of view was actually from inside the car, though he couldn't see me, and the more I looked, the more the blur faded, revealing a set of 'stitches' on a cut on his face...only they weren't stitches, they were barbed wire. Anyway, he decided to go around the track again.

I teamed up with my old friend from high school, Holilyn Snell, and we started the walk home. All of a sudden, his car slowly went past us...as if he was slowing down to give us a ride. We kept watching but he just kept driving, then he sped up. THEN he turned into a parking lot and came around and drove back towards us. He then asked if we wanted a ride.

He parked and she eagerly got in the car. In my head, I was imagining reporters seeing this and calling me the 'large woman' who was getting in the car with him and I just wanted to hide. Nonetheless, I got in the car and that's all I remember of that scene.

There were other dreams, maybe even more than one, about some Christian themes involving grav3yardgirl and possibly some fan mail, but I forget what they were.

I also dreamt of JRM more than this, I feel confident there, but....AH!!! It came back to me.

It was an odd one but there was something going past a person, on a chalkboard, some object, and the person caught it. Then JRM showed up, younger and beaming, as a flower going across a chalk board and he was watching it go by, then Mara excitedly came up behind him and caught it. It was a sweet moment.

I STILL think I may have dreamt of him more than this, somehow, but I don't remember. It was enough to remember all of these events, to be honest. I think I had enough sleep. :D Bye.

5:38 p.m. I just remembered another dream where April's Mom had invited me to come over for the weekend with April. For some reason, I don't recall why, I tried to call Dad about it but I think he was busy working and my phone was doing all sorts of weird things and it rang by itself. I also think I called Mom but I forget how that went.

Anyway, I'm watching a few Youtube videos and hopefully, soon, the Walking Dead. I also am still excited about drawing Grav3yardgirl and I haven't chosen the reference photo yet but I look forward to this.

6:34 p.m. April and I are going to watch the Walking Dead together...once she's done debating something with a friend.

I just recalled a dream I had where I took my first ride on an airplane, again with April's family. It's too fuzzy to recall now though..

7:24 p.m. Finished with that. April is frustrated over stuff so I silently made the move to give her space.

7:50 p.m. Tumblr and dailies are out of the way. WOOT!

10:14 p.m. Completed the grav3yardgirl drawing to satisfaction. MILDLY in her likeness but a good drawing nonetheless. :D God bless, Jesus Loves, Lives, Saves!


12:55 p.m. Just finished The Divine Secrets of the Ya-Ya Sisterhood and played on Instagram. I seem somewhat determined to stay up until morning lol.

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