A Daily Diary: January 2015

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Saturday, January 31, 2015

A Very Odd Circumstance.

2:25 p.m. I just had a zombie dream end with this song: "I always wanted you to find happiness. I just want to say goodbye..fooorrrreevverrrrr."

I spent the whole dream trying to outrun, and outfly, my zombie husband. My only success came when I was a zombie too and like some video game, I drained all of his energy (by cupping his wrist) and took it on myself (and the song played, because I just wanted him cured and in the end he was...temporarily)...then I handcuffed him to some furniture. Very long nightmare.

The whole chase began with me, him, and two kids and we were ESCAPING until he was at the wheel and just zombied out himself and then I spent the whole dream trying to get as far away as possible with him only seconds behind me the whole time. Crosses didn't stop him either unfortunately...but my Prayers helped. :)

I woke up today, ate some pizza and watched Youtube until like, noon, and then took a nap. Everyone is gone, not sure where, but this is my day to sleep in.

Napping wasn't that easy anyway, once again, like last night, I had random things popping in my mind. Like the anxiety I get when I cringe at the weird fan mail I sent Jonny like five-six years ago or the time his brother chatted with me on Facebook. I clung to weird things.

Elastic Heart....again. My own little world I built up and probably some more things. I was telling myself I should probably list this at my bedside one day. Someday I would like to cause wow. P.S. My skin has itched like crazy lately, right from my scalp to my legs. Don't know why...

5:25 p.m. I have had an illustrious time hanging out with April watching Youtube, Frontline's Prison State, and El Dorado while she fixes her pillow by restuffing it....so she can sleep since she's been up about twenty-two hours. Bonus is I get to use her computer! Yay!

7:37 p.m. Finished the movie and a Netflix thing...watching Youtube before heading to bed soon. April fell asleep after being up for 24 hours. She's snoring already...

8:10 p.m. There the music video went again, and other web surfs....I left ocean waves playing for April but I should really step away, shower, and sleep...

Friday, January 30, 2015

Summary of my Day...Again.


  • I slept in until noon...I tried for longer but could do it no further. I had a horrible time sleeping last night, too, but more on why towards the bottom of the entry.
  • Today I took another long walk to the park, where they are having a Civil War re-renactment that I wished I could go to, but can't, tomorrow morning.
  • Watched a LOT of this person: grav3yardgirl on Youtube because I can't seem to get enough of her. Love this chick and her product reviews.
  • Made pancakes for the first time in forever...twas' delicous. Blueberry for me....which I ate while making chocolate ones for April. Donny brought over some biscuits which was a kind deed on his part.
  • The neighbor gave Rob and I each a Pepsi in exchange for some cigarettes (from him, I'm a non-smoker) and a couple hours later we went grocery shopping where we bought MORE! April didn't come along..she chose to sleep off the hard work she did re-arranging the dining room this morning. 
  • Hissy cat licked my hand. The progress continues.
  • Lately, I've been having a habit of thinking of things which cloud my mind for strange reasons. I fangirl and coo over JRM and Mara in my sleep, because they are two perfectly matched wonderful people. Sia's Elastic Heart music video. I play out scenes from the animated film El Dorado, think about past events in my life which no longer matter, and so on...all until I'm asking myself why I'm bothering thinking of it right then. I toss and turn a lot.
  • April keeps the heat on continuously, still, yet it's 73 degrees in the house. I guess God has His own compromise since we both want polar opposite temperatures. I still keep my ceiling fan and mini fan going. I'm not complaining.
God Bless, Jesus Loves, Lives, Saves! All Glory, Praise, Thanks, and all things be to God on the highest forever and ever in Jesus Name, Amen! God is Able!

P.S. Wondering when I'll actually sit down and read my already published journals, like seriously. ;)

When it comes to having a relationship, I've reached a stalemate. I don't trust meeting some guy I know online even if we talked a while. When I get approached by a guy in person, which I did the other day and he was kind, I can't trust men then either. I can't give out my phone number or personal information to someone I don't know either way.

Sometimes I'm staying up wondering:

  1. How on earth do people do this? How do they give out their number, and their trust, to some guy they talked to and then date.
  2. If I can't give a guy means to keep in touch with me, because it involves giving out private information, how do I get a boyfriend?
It seems the only other option is if a guy wants me, he has to know somebody already within my circle. That's someone I already know and trust trust and they go through them. That's how I got my first relationship and seems the most trustworthy.

The first time I tried giving my number out to a guy who asked, in hopes of setting up a date, it took all of five minutes after the first time he texted for it to be a nightmare.

He texted like three texts before I could answer one, with questions, and then pressuring on why I'm not answering. Then he got derogatory in flirtation, as I'll word it, and I just went and changed my number.

He showed up the next day to try and see me and my roomates sent him away, on my behalf, with the understanding that I wasn't interested. It was a total fiasco...which is why I can never give my number out to some guy I don't know and I don't understand how people do it.

Thursday, January 29, 2015

Catching Up Yet Again. :)



12:29 p.m. Yesterday, I spent most of my day walking. I was out for hours, and I walked to a nature park...one I hadn't been to in months and walked around the thrift shops. I feel like walking again today.

April and I have butted heads over the air conditioning. I want the air on but she gets ice cold, she wants the heat on but I can't breathe and get stuffy, and we were having trouble finding compromise. I could hardly breathe last night and left my fan running.

Anyway, I made fried chicken strips yesterday. :) We also took down the tree over a month too late..but it was finally done.

I also watched television shows with her on the computer before finally getting cleaned up and heading to bed...again I say it was tough. I did not sleep well until my room cooled. Oi.

I woke up like a half hour ago and got my usual daily online activities done, and had lunch, I just had to give this update.

12:52 p.m. Looked up Magma facts for Neopets and should really get about my day.

4:15 p.m. I just got back from my walk in the same park as yesterday, 14 minutes ago. It was lovely and took me an hour's walk to get home. Making ravioli now.

7:04 p.m. I ate my food and napped all the way to just now. Trying to spot my EXACT magma time. My previous time was 4:11 NST but I'm trying to get it accurate to the MINUTE.

7:06 p.m. I have five minutes. I hope they didn't lose it on me a third time.

7:08 p.m. It is 4:08 NST EXACTLY to begin. Nest week, what's my end time! Praising Jesus! God is Able!

7:15 p.m. Caught up online...now what to do about dinner...

7:55 p.m. FINALLY THE MEN WHO BUILT AMERICA is on Netflix. I was dying to finish that series. Anyway, I got cheeseburgers made and chocolate milk. YUM! Praise the Lord! God is Able!

8:14 p.m. I think it's time to go. God Bless, Jesus Loves, Lives, Saves! End of updates.

Tuesday, January 27, 2015

To Easily Summarize...

9:16 p.m. Today I:
  • Took a nature walk. At one point, I saw a hawk sitting on a pole with a fresh fish in his talons...as the wind picked up it spread its wings and I thought it was beautiful. I also walked along the Peace River, which lived up to it's name. So sparkly. There was heavy wind in the trees, cold wind, today.
  • Listened to nature in my front yard..sometimes the wind blows so hard in my trees that it sounds like crashing ocean waves.
  • I filled up jugs of purified water for the neighbors.
  • Played on the computer, quite some Youtube. I watched Sia's Chandelier, Titanium, and Elastic Heart. Quickly becoming a fan.
  • Wrote some aspirations on Facebook, which both of my parents encouragingly commented on. Although Dad said I need to bring my cell phone just in case next time, which is something I was thinking earlier today.
  • Hung out with my  neighbor on her porch.
  • Napped between 6-8ish p.m. closer to 9 p.m. I think.
  • One of my neighbors kindly took our trash out on garbage day since we forgot, so that was very very kind of him to do. I thanked him and God for that.



Writing this has really made me want to thank God because I could easily think I didn't do as much with my day but this goes to show me, I did. Feeling ready to clean up and head back to bed soon for the night. I just had pasta and cheetos..and coke. Not uber healthy but who cares?

Got some people in my prayers tonight. God Bless, Jesus Loves, Lives, Saves! All Glory, Praise, Thanks, and all things be to God on the highest forever and ever in Jesus Name, Amen!

Monday, January 26, 2015

I Had About Twelve Hours of Sleep.

12:01 p.m. But I just woke up and I'm feeling fantastic. God Bless, Jesus Loves, Lives, Saves. All Glory, Praise, Thanks, and all things be to God on the Highest forever and ever in Jesus Name, Amen! God is Able!

12:31 p.m. Checked my news and my usual stuff online...except Neopets. Watched a little Netflix with my food. Now, I'm chilling out with SecondLife. Hoping to do laundry soon as well.

1:15 p.m. Finished that and got the laundry going. Debates swirling in my head over gay marriage that don't need to be...very abusive arguments and saddening ones...so I gotta step back, take a breath, forgive, and move on. Duggar prayers in Jesus Name, Amen!

2:22 p.m. WELL, my laundry is going and I've been playing on Instagram..mostly reading comments.

3:05 p.m. That's Youtube and Instagram...and my Seize is backed up. Lunch? ish?

3:33 p.m. I had some corn dogs and watching El Dorado. I need to check my laundry though...

5:19 p,m. I folded my laundry and tried to nap...we've had multiple knocks at the door today from neighbors for various reasons. I'm in Aprils room because a private conversation is going on that I don't want to overhear. P.S. Thinking of making tacos tonight...

6:04 p.m. Did my time wandering on the internet...nothing notable. Even watched Youtube. Now making tacos. April should be home soon....she was missed.

EDIT: I played on SecondLife and April taught me more about it. I mostly hung out with the gang for the rest of the night, until close to 10-11 p.m. before heading to bed. God is able in Jesus Name, Amen!

Sunday, January 25, 2015

I'm Trying To Make It Different.

1:12 p.m. I had a series of weird dreams, which I will not divulge into, before waking up at 10:59 a.m. in the morning. I skipped SecondLife and went about my other daily internet checks over the next hour, including Youtube subscriptions. I finally updated Seize and tried to do my laundry...except someone was already using the washer so I had to wait. Let's see how the day develops. God Bless, Jesus Loves, Lives, Saves. All Glory, Praise, Thanks, and all things be to God on the highest forever and ever in Jesus Name, amen! God is Able! P.S. Neopets seems to be mostly down for today, lol. 12 But to all who did receive him, who believed in his name, he gave the right to become children of God. . . .John 1:12 

2:40 p.m. Watching "Obsessed" on Netflix and doing a lot of self reflection with this OCD thing.


  • I want to do more with my day, and my life.
  • I want to afford a regular therapist.
  • I wish driving didn't terrify me so much because I can't do it.
  • I eat junk food when I don't need.
  • I want to do and try new and interesting things.
  • I need to learn exactly what a God-filled life entails and how to live it. I wish I had what it takes for that but often I feel like I'm not obtaining all of it.
  • I want to see my family but I hate being in an environment where there's violent, sexual, and profanity-filled chatter on a casual basis...where it's treated as a good fun time. That's not with my family, just the people living with them right now. So I stay away unless I absolutely need to be there for one reason or another. I love them, forgive them, but I can;t stay around it.
Deep breath.

But I am getting healthier as far as Obsessive Intrusive thoughts go. That's a major plus.

2:53 p.m. I wrote something else but the computer mysteriously crashed. I wanted to say these felt like a letter to God, which helps. I know to say to no to the thoughts I don't want, and mean it. If it's too much, I can replace the thought, which works. I really should be putting this in the Illness diaries but oh well.

3:35 p.m. Took a nice, longer walk. April said they are building a hotel and recreation place down the road from us where that nature park is. She wasn't happy about it but I can't wait. I've been to this area so many times...I wonder what it would be like.

Photo is my own.

http://www.theledger.com/article/20150122/NEWS/150129773

4:07 p.m. Web stuff...and waiting for the chance to do my laundry.

4:42 p.m. Still have not been given the chance to wash them. Since washing takes an hour, and drying over another, I should probably just try again tomorrow. I don't wash in the dark since it's a bit of a walk to go borrow the washer so...yeah. I'll live, though. Wondering what I should cook for dinner tonight. Still watching Obsessed.

4:48 p,m. Donny dropped by to let me know I could use it, I think, but I'm just told him I'll wait until tomorrow. It's already going on evening and whatnot. lol. I'm no less thankful though.

5:52 p.m. I made some pizza and read movie/actress trivia online. Wouldn't mind a nap. I did put on Crossroads but now watching it...much.

6:00 p.m. Both cats are inside and I'M going down for a brief nap. God bless, Jesus Loves, Lives, Saves.

8:45 p.m. I'm finally up from my nap.

9:52 p.m. Snacks and Youtube....mostly. About ready for bed as well. Sigh. Not much else to say. God Bless, Jesus Loves, Lives, Saves. All Glory, Praise, Thanks, and all things be to God on the Highest forever and ever in Jesus Name, amen! God is Able!

EDIT: Showered and tried to sleep next to a cat. lol. I listened to Christian radio and didn't fall asleep until probably after 11 p.m. 

Saturday, January 24, 2015

It's Early.

3:53 a.m. I'm wide awake this early. Yesterday, I watched The Story of Us and we got some grocery shopping done. I also built a Neopets blog up ^___^ finally. It's a nice stormy morning...oh an back to neo, free NC and neopoints! YAY! :D


A dream which turned into a daydream about coloring yet another black and white photo of Jonathan Rhys Meyers woke me up so here I am.

4:19 a.m. Done. One word.

5:00 a.m. So happy with Neopets customizations. I'd love to post them all here but there is way too many >.< Feeling pretty tired again all of a sudden, too. I should eat something for breakfast.

6:12 a.m. I had some corn dogs but they were a bit too salty. I've been watching The Story of Us and drinking juice. Thinking of heading back to sleep soon.

6:39 a.m. I think i'll try to get some sleep. Rob is up since the air conditioner was off and it got to 79-80 degrees here. Hopefully, I can sleep as well.

10:59 a.m. For what it's worth...I'm awake now.

11:55 a.m. Hotdogs and cheetos. Don't judge me, lol. God Bless, Jesus Loves, Lives, Saves! All things be to God on the Highest forever and ever in Jesus Name, Amen! God is Able!

12:13 p.m. The winds outside are cool and breezy. I love it.

1:33 p.m. There's been enough Netflix and Neopets...and now...listening to angelic music on SecondLife like this:


I'm me. What can I say?

3:29 p.m. I spent some time hanging out with the neighbors once I had enough of the internet..will be back to joining them shortly..hopefully. Have a blessed day in Jesus Name, Amen!

6:10 p.m. Just got home from watching Criminal Minds with the neighbors. Rob and I are shaking up dinner tonight. He's making meatballs and we're having alfredo...can't wait! It's something new. Meanwhile, I'm back to The Story of Us until it's finished. God Bless, Jesus Loves, Lives, Saves! In Jesus Name, Amen! God is Able!

6:52 p.m. Rob's dinner is coming along great and can't wait to enjoy it.

7:21 p.m. I'm too full and it was so delish!

7:55 p.m. Finished the Story of Us and browsed some more. Lately, I've been contemplating when and how I'm going to spread my wings and do more with my life. What a week, huh? Anyway, it's goodbye for now. End of Updates.

Thursday, January 22, 2015

Nothing Unusual

The cat is sleeping between the screen and the keyboard. Oi.
7:25 p.m. Nothing unusual about today, when you look at the usual activities of the past week. I did have a nice nap and Advil which got me through those 'time of the month' cramps pretty good.

I thought of making a new blog, writing as a fictional fantastical character instead of myself...then I think I have so many different kinds of blogs already and would I commit to it.

Rob is making dessert and just finished making his potato and hamburger surprise. Yum!

8:20 p.m. I did update Seize today. I forgot, lol. The cat had to be moved out of the room so I could eat without him getting too much in the way...poor baby.

9:27 p.m. Finished one documentary and moved onto America: The Story of Us..which is cool. The cat came back and joined me. :) He's on April's bed. I'm looking forward to sleeping myself here pretty soon. God Bless, Jesus Loves, Lives, Saves! All Glory, Praise, Thanks, and all things be to God on the highest forever and ever in Jesus Name, Amen! God is able! 24 This is the day that the Lord has made; let us rejoice and be glad in it. Psalm 118:24 

9:46 p.m. Note: It's not time for a fictional blog without believable and interesting ideas.

Wednesday, January 21, 2015

MAGMA TIME ACCIDENTALLY DISCOVERED!!



7:18 P.M  I'M PRAISING GOD SO HARD RIGHT NOW! I just got back from spending around 3-4 hours with my neighbor and came back to *sigh* check my magma time and await a rejection..but IT HAPPENED!!!! After all those hours...I think 13 hours of checking and quitting for some days...it comes back! AGH! I was dumbfounded when I saw it happen.



Magma Draik, people. Wow. Just wow.

Today was the usual Second Life, Youtube, Neopets, and IMVU...with a walk at around 2-3 p.m. after which I hung out with Marina.



We had chocolate cake earlier tonight as well and Rob is making pizza. Yum! All around amazing day. I am euphoric after all this. Just wow. God is good, people. Wow.



This is only a 10 minute window to catch in a 24 hour day and had I stayed longer, I would have missed this window and still be searching. Now all Neopets has to do is not let me lose it with another server change.



8:17 p.m. that moment when you're bamboozled with chatting from multiple sites at once..and then no one is chatting with you at all...dude I'm on SecondLife again.

8:29 p.m I should mention that today I dreamed of Jonathan Rhys Meyers...like I was sitting on the couch watching a biopic of him through almost the entire dream, with my family, and commenting. It never finished -_- I wanted to see the ending...you know?

9:23 p.m. I just got inspired to redo my blog banner and I am THRILLED with it! WHAT a day! 

11:12 p.m. I'm back to the pound boards on Neopets. End of updates. God Bless, Jesus Loves, Lives, Saves! All Glory, Praise, Thanks, and all things be to God on the Highest forever and ever in Jesus Name, Amen! God is Able! 

Next week? I hope to narrow down my Magma time to an exact minute on where it begins and ends (a five-ten minute time frame)

If five minutes, I have two magma times to find...but only need the one anyway. If ten, then it's two consecutive magma times adding up to ten minutes, like last time.

Tuesday, January 20, 2015

SecondLife and Chores.


7:03 p.m. April is gone until next Monday possibly.
  • Early mornings, Secondlife (Christian Rooms and Music, Yay!!), IMVU, and Neopets...light on Neo.
  • Gospel music and God, and you have my past few days.
  • I made chicken and yellow rice tonight. :)
  • Been doing dishes, rather happily.
  • It's been cold.
  • Pro-life FOR life. Just saying.
  • Chatting online more frequently, also increasing my neck and back aches.
  • Watching Season One of the Walhlburgers.
  • Writing this makes me feel like I've done more with life than I take for.
  • Youtube is half broken (black screen) but I watch it anyway.
I have not updated Seize.

7:42 p.m. April got groceries, a few neat ones...yay! :) I miss doing these short easy updates. You don't really need to know what time of day I eat lunch do you? ;p

10:35 p.m. I've been on the computer enough tonight. God Bless, Jesus Loves, Lives, Saves. All Glory, Praise, Thanks, and all things be to God on the highest forever and ever in Jesus Name, Amen! God is Able!

Sunday, January 18, 2015

Sorry, God.

10:23 a.m. For the past two days, I've absorbed myself into SecondLife (which I joined under Chelsmith18 and need friends) Neopets, and IMVU. God forgive me. I'm awful. -_- At least I squeezed in an update.
My IMVU and SecondLife Avatars...side by side. Edited. :P
I'm going wild on these things while I can still use April's computer..she left for three more days or so. P.S. Washing machine got fixed and I washed and dried clothes. Still need to fold them today, lol.

All Glory, Praise. Thanks, and all things be to God on the highest forever and ever in Jesus Name, Amen! God is Able!

3:02 p.m. Laundry and dishes have at least got done today. That's something right?

4:40 p.m. I seriously need a nap. April stopped by and shared her username with me and offered to teach me things on SL. :) She has sawdust and  she left with Rob and Rick to chop wood. Literally on that last sentence, every word.

5:02 p.m. Wasn't much but meh? I like company.

7:43 p.m. Same old, same old...plus ravioli and a breastfeeding documentary on Netlfix. wrapping up soon.

8:35 p.m. Finished the movie, cleaned up, and all too ready for bed, XD God Bless, Jesus Loves, Lives, Saves! All Glory, Praise, Thanks, and all things be to God on the Highest forever and ever in Jesus Name, Amen! God is Able!18 There is one whose rash words are like sword thrusts, but the tongue of the wise brings healing. Proverbs12:18 
 http://www.sandersweb.net/bible/verse.php

9:30 p.m. Someone messaged me and I got another hour caught up in Second Life...at least it was spent listening to live/DJ'ed Gospel. Wonderful people man.


Friday, January 16, 2015

Life is Precious

6:18 p.m. Nothing too eventful today.
  • Made my book's manuscript draft.
  • Updated Seize.
  • Played online, as usual.
  • Downloaded a new mashup of songs.
  • Edited my nature sounds mp3's.
  • Napped a few hours.
  • Watched quite a bit of  Youtube videos, such as Rhett and Link's Taylor Swift song and another had the song 'My Immortal' by Evanescence on there and it had a lot of car crashes and made me want to cry.
  • Watched Netflix.
  • I had patience through Neopets, which has been lagging.
  • I've decided my life is precious.
  • The washer broke so it's back to using Mom's....when someone affords me to come over.
  • I did not hover over the Magma Pool for too long today due to Neopets being down, then lag.
  • Checked my blogger subscriptions.
  • Usual Bible reading and praying.
Oh and it's my Mom's b-day! Yay!

Thanking God for all of this on high in Jesus Name, Amen! God works above all we ask or think.

7:42 p.m. I got all cleaned up for bed, then April made yummy taco salad. God Bless, Jesus Loves, Lives, Saves! All Glory, Praise, Thanks, and all things be to God on the highest forever and ever in Jesus Name, Amen! God is Able!

8:10 p.m. Stayed up just a little longer, maybe more, End of updates. Night loves. It's been a blessed day.

Thursday, January 15, 2015

Magma Search: Day Two

6:23 a.m. I'm checking my Magma time again. The intervals needing to be checked are:
SUBJECT TO CONSTANT UPDATING: 11 HOURS LEFT.
8:33 p.m. - 2:00 a.m. Postponed (Site shutdown)
4:30 a.m. - 5:00 a.m. Postponed.
8:00 a.m. - 8:31 a.m. Postponed.
9:30 a.m. - 10:00 a.m. Postponed.
2:30 p.m. - 6:30 p.m. Postponed.

Although, if I find it early enough this much checking may not be required. I've already ruled out that he IS awake:
2:00 a.m. - 4:30 a.m. Confirmed Two and a half hours.
5:00 a.m. - 8:00 a.m. Confirmed. Three Hours.
8:31 a.m. - 9:30 a.m. Confirmed. One Hour.
10:00 a.m. - 2:30 p.m. Confirmed Four and a half hours.
6:30 p.m. - 8:33 p.m. Confirmed Two hours.

6:34 a.m. This was tough math but I got it figured out. I've so far, at this time, ruled out of twenty-four. More to go. Day two, Oi.

Meanwhile, I had a long beautiful dream which started out bad with this guy bullying me. By the end of the dream, I was sharing a dessert with him.

At one point I was floating above an apartment complex in the rain and praying, then found two doors meant for me...blue. One open and one closed. I checked the mail. One of them was a package with medication in it, another with 35 mm film and their mini developed counterparts.

I saw one photo of my Mom and Sister, and Aaliyah, in a family portrait. Jen was asleep on Mom's shoulder and Mom was asleep on her head. In between was a younger version on Aaliyah, about 3-4 years old, smiling widely with her eyes open.

In another one was an old Christmas photo which I may post to my journal because it exists in real life, and I asked to see an updated one.

It transformed into a large group photo. My Mom and Late Grandma was in it, as well as strangers, and even Kourtney Kardashian which was very odd. Still a happy dream..so happy that I got up early and decided I didn't need to dream of anything else.

I'm listening to/watching Forrest Gump while checking my Magma time. Also, the big interview is today to apply for health assistance. Set a prayer for that in Jesus Name, Amen! God's will be done, God Bless, Jesus Loves, Lives, Saves!

7:30 a.m. So I have checked up until 4:30 a.m. NST and need to give it a rest a while...and rest. And come back. There will be new intervals to check later I guess.

8:00 a.m. I'm back. My bladder will have non of my sleeping-tom foolery. Lost a half hour of checking the magma pool but not a big deal. The neopets site is going down for maintenence tomorrow, and the next day, so I can't do this then. Good thing I'm keeping track.

9:38 a.m. I watched a little Forrest Gump and Kangaroo Jack while updating the Magma time...still. Also, got my stuff together for the interview today and deciding what point this afternoon I would stop searching.

10:01 a.m. Making sure I take a good break...just when I started The Core, lol.

10:26 a.m. Still on a Magma search and making a LOT of boiled peanuts, lol.

11:01 a.m. Get dressed and take a REAL break!

11:31 a.m. Got dressed, did my hair and makeup and took a selfie!

12:35 p.m. I think Neo just went offline and that means I got my Magma times down.

7:21 p.m. HOMMMMEEEE!!!! We got approved, both, for medical assistance, went to the vet with April's cat, and went to McD, dollar store for a snack for me, Then we spent a while at April's house and I literally just got in the door. Couldn't stop yawning. End of updates! Neo is down. God Bless, Jesus Loves, Lives, Saved! All Glory, Praise, Thanks, and all things be to God on the Highest forever and ever in Jesus Name, Amen!

Wednesday, January 14, 2015

Short and Sweet.

9:30 p.m. I spent the whole day on Netflix and Neopets, pound boards. I did take some moments out towards the Lord, but I was overall guilty by the end of the night of not seeking Him more.

For Neopets players info, I tried to find my magma time from around 10 a.m. NST to 2:30 p.m. NST and refreshed the page every one to five plus so minutes in all that time span. 

Which means I can cover from 
2:30 p.m. - 6:30 p.m. NST

AND check

8:33 p.m. - 9:00 a.m. NST 

That's a lot of hours to narrow down if refreshing every five minutes. Long project. I used to have my magma time before the big server change, 11:25 a.m. NST so this is hard.

I also customized my new Draik on 'Dress to Impress!'

Also, I went to sleep around 6 p.m. and woke up at 9 p.m. from a nightmare so bad I cried. I may as well write it.

I was handcuffed in pretty pink cuffs to Rob as we and April walked a march on a highway median. At one point, I was listening to music and dropped my little government phone. I swung around, putting him in danger of super-speeding cars on with sides of us, TWICE.

Then he confiscated my phone.

By the time we reached the finish line, I begged in guilty tears to be let go and the lab ray scientist looking fellow did...then I went my own way sobbing. April asked if I was alright but I didn't listen.

Later on in the dream, I was writing it all down, all of this and busting into sobs because I said that all I wanted to feel was sadness (because I was so selfish over fetching my phone that I put Rob's life in danger and angered him, too.)

Then I woke up, mercifully. Very badly shaken from the nightmare but after a hot shower, I'm better now. Oi...still wondering if I want to go back to bed.

9:47 p.m. I've got a screenshot of the Draik which legally will not go into an offline journal but for my blog it's okay, I guess. Neopets is lagging something fierce lately.

10:24 p.m. Browsing neopets and grew my wishlist. Ending updates. All Glory, Praise, Thanks, and all things be to God on the highest forever and ever in Jesus Name, Amen! Jesus Loves, Lives, Died, Rose, Saves! God is able to do above all we ask or think if we ask Him. Amen, in Jesus Name.

Tuesday, January 13, 2015

Today I....

  • Played a heavy amount of neopets and was gifted a Draik for Adverbs, my Poogle, which was morphed into an Ogrin.
  • Visited with the neighbors and we had pizza as they played cards.
  • Made a chicken dinner.
  • Followed Dream/Wishes boards on the Neopets forums.
  • Played on Instagram and read my Bible.
  • Ate pudding.
Most of all, I praised God and gave my blog a break.

All Glory, Praise, Thanks, and all things be to God on the Highest
Forever and ever in Jesus Name, Amen. God Bless, Jesus Died, Rose
from the Dead and Saved us all. GOOD NIGHT!

Monday, January 12, 2015

A BORING Kind of Day.

9:43 a.m. I had another hard night of sleep, plus too many unspeakable nightmares. The one good dream was where I was a member of Josie and the Pussycats...in place of Tara Reid's character. We were also constantly escaping these people who held us captive at a waterpark with a lot of wooden rides. My family was there and they were all casual and whatnot.

At one point, I found my giant sketchbook waterlogged (soaked) with the covers nearly torn off.  Mom shrugged it off and said she'll put it in the car in a bit. When I picked it up, all that remained was a wet wad which fit in the palm of my hand. I shrugged it off though..because in real life I have pictures backed up of my artwork. Wonder how I'd treat the same situation in real life, come to think of it.

So far I spent my morning cleaning out my computer for the past hour, had a brief walk to some music, scared a sleepy April as I was coming in and that is all. I have no idea what to do with my day since I have it to myself once again and everyone is asleep.

I still have to go through my magazines for references and collages but I got so much other clips and pictures backlogged that it's hard for it to be exciting.

I considered making a sandwich all morning and when it came down to it, I stuck the meat in the freezer instead and walked off. No sense in letting it go to waste. We may have to ban it in the future if we keep choosing hot pockets over sandwiches...hot pockets do sound good though. There's a start.

10:44 a.m. I ate, fed the cats, and meandered. I even chatted Donny up for once...I was feeling lonely.

11:57 a.m. I've been playing Neopets this afternoon and had a nice sandwich. What now?

2:08 p.m. After enough socializing, I re-attempted a baby xweetok plushie out of denim. Leaving it mostly unfinished right now. Dark clouds make for a boring day outside...and put boring feelings inside, too. I need some company, dude!

3:38 p.m. That's enough Neopets. Met up with Marina just before she left so that was nice and Rob just woke up.

4:47 p.m. I was napping and just snapped awake by the falling feeling that jerks you. P.S. Headache.

5:59 p.m. I played Neopets a bit and just popped my first oven-baked shephards pie in the oven. Pray it goes well in Jesus Name, Amen! Phew! Can't wait to try it. The end of yet another boring day. :P At least I made a little something of it, ya know?

6:59 p.m. Dinner was delicious. I played with the cats and plan on settling down to bed soon. End of Updates. All Glory, Praise, Thanks, and all things be to God on the Highest forever and ever in Jesus Name, Amen! God is Able!

Sunday, January 11, 2015

A Not-Boring Kind of Day.

8:16 a.m. I got my morning start with a drawing (which is mostly unfinished but happily worked) and I hung out with April. Then, I handled my dailies on Neopets. More to come when something interesting happens. P.S. My right eyelid keeps twitching. O.O I'm also considering getting a birthday card for a certain friend...at some point. Have to try to get it to her by the 19th if so..Oh, and the neighbors are supposed to come back for playing cards...I think her parents are too.

8:25 a.m. Both my eyes are twitchy...I must still be tired. I also recalled what I wanted to do, update my Illness Diaries. Huzzah!   Praise the Lord, God is Good. Prayers for a friend in Christ, who is going through a hard time right now in Jesus Name, Amen!

8:38 a.m. Glad I got that covered. My eyes are still twitching though, Oi.

11:13 a.m. I played Neopets a long while and helped April clean, also tried to sew a plushie pattern. The weather is cool, I had a hot pocket and I'm eating string cheese. Everything is okay. P.S. April thinks the eye twitch somehow means stress and I feel fine. Oh, and Netflix took off a documentary I liked. Ahh pooh.

3:58 p.m. I've spent the day hanging out with neighbors and friends....soda and boiled peanuts. Recently touched up my drawings so I'm like, "Yay!" about that.

6:33 p.m. I spent a lot of time outside with friends today, and April, who taught me to play Rummy. Mostly. And we came inside and I played Neopets. I love these short entries lately. Making dinner now and really need to shower after and hit the sack. It's been an interesting day. FINALLY.

7:05 p.m. I ate my leftovers, cleaned up, and ready for bed. God Bless, Jesus Loves, Lives, Saves! All Glory, Praise, Thanks, and all things be to God on the Highest forever and ever in Jesus Name, Amen! God is able to do above all we ask or think. End of Updates.

Saturday, January 10, 2015

Back to Normal?

9:22 p.m. The lice came back for a night but it got taken care of. I slept until 9 a.m., had some boiled peanuts, and feeling up for editing Chapter Eighteen of the Dream Doctor because it still needs it before I can REALLY call this book as finished as I want to do.

10:17 a.m. It's really too cold outside. I want to be doing something with a warm sun. I finished editing Chapter Eighteen and feel very satisfied with it now.

11:16 a.m. I took a brief walk and mostly was hanging out with the neighbors until now. I had a talk with April about how often we feel like having company but she insists, so they don't think she's avoiding them. Which is fine. I'm just taking a break from a social life at the moment.

11:56 a.m. Attempted, with April, to get flea meds for the cats at the vets but they wouldn't do it because he's not a patient.We're supposed to try to go to the grocery store to get cat food. Pray for me in Jesus Name, Amen! God is Able!

12:41 p.m. Got cat litter and the mail. Just got back. Updating with more important things another time.

2:47 p.m. Just a lot of social time....

3:19 p.m. Quickly and easily got a week covered on Part Seize and I have another backup going up just in case. I keep several different backups of this thing. Online, flash drive, and April's computer. Good stuff. Because, if you confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. 10 For with the heart one believes and is justified, and with the mouth one confesses and is saved. Romans 10:9-10 http://www.sandersweb.net/bible/verse.php


3:51 p.m. Met a new neighbor on my walk today, which is awesome. Book uploaded. :D P.S. April's parents and the neighbors have been hanging out here today. This is wonderful. :P

5:03 p.m. Just finished making chicken and pasta which is yum! Love that Creole seasoning.

5:56 p.m. I went with April to get some things from her Mom's house. At one point, we were sitting in the truck in her driveway and singing 'I Got Friends in Low Places' lol...the first half of it anyway. Dinner was so delicious. I just had a second bowl and need to put it away. Our guests are still playing Rummy. God Bless, Jesus Loves, Lives, Saves! All Glory, Praise, Thanks, and all things be to God on the highest forever and ever in Jesus Name, Amen!

6:49 p.m. I've been playing Neopets..which is good because Doldrums prevented this much playing in the past, lol.

7:04 p.m. Dinner is put away, the guests are leaving soon and I'm close to showering before bed. It's been a long and exciting day for all of us. End of updates. God Bless, Jesus Loves, Lives, Saves! All Glory, Praise, Thanks, and all things be to God on the highest forever and ever in Jesus Name, Amen!

Friday, January 9, 2015

The Lord IS With You.

10:52 a.m. Dinner went well...Mom forgot the birth certificate last night but I slept well. Had a dream Jonathan Rhys Meyers treated his fans to a Christmas surprise by giving each of them a gift, which was set up on racks, unwrapped, like a store. There was one gift allowed for everyone and when I tried to get mine, a girl claimed she wanted it...so I gave it. Another did it, a second time, so I gave it and settled on a red bohemian knitted bag.

At one point, April was crying on a mattress on top of a hill and I tried to comfort her. Meanwhile, Jonny was smiling and talking to fans and he came down to check on her, then I woke up.

I slept a bit, woke up and drew a portrait, and caught up with April...who was worried about me.

11:06 a.m. April was worried that Mom is not taking us to Sams Club and how its bugging her mother. She was also worried I didn't want to be there because I came here so often, but it's not true. That's all for now.

2:41 p.m. DJ took me and we just got back, yay!

3:42 p.m. After playing long and dirty with Harmony outside, I think I can relax. Pending if Mom brings my birth certificate copy, I can go home tonight completely prepared and loaded with groceries. Then we can all rest easier.

I got babysitting ahead...three kids I think. But I may have help. More to come because this is definitely not a boring life...not with family, at least.


7:53 p.m. I babysat for a few hours. All the kids at one point or another. After Mom arrived, I lost my shoes and she gave me a pair of Nikes...then I found my shoes because someone MOVED them. lol. DJ gave me a ride home and we chatted, i put food up after arriving and my stuff. Now, just tired and chilling out. End of Updates. All Glory, Praise, Thanks, and all things be to God on the Highest forever and ever in Jesus Name, Amen! God Bless, Jesus Loves, Lives, Saves! Always the best feeling to be home.

Thursday, January 8, 2015

Boredom Again.

9:31 a.m. Cold makes Everything boring. I'm at Moms and in boredom. As you can tell. At least I slept well. Dinner went great last night. That is all.

10:21 a.m. Lots of meandering and rest. Boredom. Sitting in front of the TV now, with surprising success as usual I'm too restless sit, Praise God Jesus Christ. God is able!

11:42 a.m. I've been watching TV and hanging out with my baby nephew Drake, who just got fed.

2:52 p.m. A fever is catching around this house (hoping I don't get it) and Mom is supposedly, maybe, but not entirely for sure...coming home early.

Hopefully with my birth certificate, as I need that for the interview for Florida Health, to get medical aid, coming up. Pray for me in Jesus Name, Amen! P.S. The Blogger app didn't work great for me. It tends to do a thing where it writes at the beginning instead of the end of my posts.

I decided instead of posting every little thing I do like eating, sleeping, and walking, I can just cover the highlights of my day throughout my day. Interesting things...because even I find it a bit boring. I'm constantly turning my devices off as well when I finish to save energy so it takes a few minutes to get an update going.

I don't know when I'm going home but I'm told it's either today or tomorrow. I'm having a nice time, it's just equally boring over there as here...and there are personal reasons (and the people living here are NOT one of them, mind you) that I prefer home. P.S. It's cold and we're watching Pawn Stars reruns. O.O

7:11 p.m. Four hours and not much else. I had some brief, very brief, resting periods an Mom is working late. Joe is making steak and rice...no confirmation on when I go home. No biggie. Oh, and Grandpa lent me a blanket and gave me a new pair of sweats!! Great for while I'm handling laundry on a cold night.

End of Updates. God Bless, Jesus Loves, Lives, Saves! All Glory, Praise, Thanks, and all things be to God on the Highest forever and ever in Jesus Name, Amen! God is Able! P.S. Still on a Pawn Stars marathon...and pray I don't catch a fever, homie. :)

Oh, and I played with Harmony before she went to bed last night. I haven't seen her other than that since I've been here so that short amount of time was really special to me. For personal reasons, I wish I had a gallon ziploc bag for my laptop. That would be convenient.

Wednesday, January 7, 2015

Good Beginnings.

9:00 a.m. I went to bed between 8-9 p.m. last night and yes, I got my meds. I did a lot of tossing and turning, sure. But sleep got there eventually.

9:49 a.m. I finally edited chapter nineteen, the final chapter, and I'm happy with it. I had this dream my book was published by someone else...gotta say I was a little dissappointed. 
I also dreamt I met someone from my elementary school days, though he doesn't exist in real life. Oi. Doldrums are supposed to hit today but at least I got something done, right?
10:03 a.m. Neopets is running slow. It does not help the doldrums. SPN is on, by the way. 
10:37  a.m. I've been doing a little cleaning.
10:50  a.m. Shutting down for today and coming back with something interesting. Joined Grandpa by the fire.
3:30 p.m. In short, I got my updated ID and my bank account agreed to waive it's service fees from now on, rather than me quitting them today. I also had a plain McDonalds cheeseburger. That is all. P.S. I didn't need my birth certificate like I thought, which I didn't have on me and was going to have faxed, because my information was there from last time. Woot! Feeling happy and normal..and more. 
7:39 p.m. I just soared four hours of writing about wandering, meandering, and a bonfire chat. Nice. End of updates. We're supposed to have ribs tonight and Mom was chipper when she got home. She's out with Grandpa and Joe playing poker. God Bless, Jesus Loves, Lives, Saves! All Glory, Praise, Thanks, and all things be to God on the Highest forever and ever in Jesus Name, Amen! God is Able!

Tuesday, January 6, 2015

My Real Feelings.

10:49 a.m. Lately, I've been feeling sad. Everyone is asleep when I'm awake during the day and I've run out of new and interesting things to do...so I'm bored until dark when its time to go to bed. I have no transportation to go out, too tired to walk anywhere, let alone bike. Sigh....

I did sew a plushie this morning. Didn't finish after starting last night but I don't mind.

11:22 a.m. Made some lunch, cleaned up, and chilling out. Turns out for my interview, my ID needs to be up to date with the address, which it's NOT, and I don't want to use what little money I have (Christmas Money) which is supposed to help my bank account from a rut, about 20 bucks, and I need it done by the 15th for the interview to qualify for Health Assistance. -_- Adulthood. I'm up the creek without a paddle.

11:33 a.m. It's always good to be helpful. It made my day.

11:40 a.m. I FOUND my mp3 player!! I looked everywhere, in its usual places, for it...until I recall falling asleep with it and found it tangled up in my blankets. I warned myself that could happen, lol. Ready to use this thing so hard! :O

11:54 a.m. I'm trying to get a ride over to my Mom's to get everything sorted. Oi Vey...I was planning on staying there until the 14th, just the day before the interview and hopefully have time to get everything sorted.

12:51 p.m. Grandpa called me back and I paid him 10 bucks to give me a ride. I got packed and I'm waiting on him now. Donny brought a love seat over which needed to be burned, so we burned it in our bonfire. Little early but no big deal.

1:54 p.m. Grandpa just brought me to Mom's, where I'm relaxing. Not saying I won't ever be bored, but if I got stuff that needs to get done, I need to go after it...and it has to be here.

1:58 p.m. A familiar film is on, the one about the bull rider from the 90s Lane Frost, and the baby is babbling so cute. EDIT: It's called '8 Seconds' such an old film. I watched this as a kid.

2:02 p.m. Played with the little baby. :D

2:18 p.m. Had some chips and some tea. Just chilling. I'll write back when something interesting goes on.

4:50 p.m. I watched some of the film and had a walk and tea...a sandwich, mostly meandered. I did get to be a small help to cleaning up Joe's computer with Malwarebytes, so I'm happy about that.

5:32 p.m. I've been helping Aaliyah clean her room and feeling pretty tired..mostly because I try to go to bed at this hour, or the next. I called to let Rob know I forgot my meds and he offered money for a ride to come get them...five bucks. I have to wait and see what Mom says.

6:14 p.m. Helped Aaliyah out, rested, and joined Grandpa at a bonfire until my eyes burned a bit...

6:18 p.m. It's looking like a 'no' for now, or a maybe...but mostly no..to get my meds.

7:34 p.m. Just came back from one car trip with Nikki to pick up some people who were already picked up and going on another to get my meds.We'll work more out tomorrow. End of Updates.

Monday, January 5, 2015

Writing and Riding Through The Doldrums.

8:39 a.m. Not really in a mood to finish editing my book, but I made it through enough to finally finish the complete re-write with all the info I wanted to conclude. I have this physical feeling, like in my stomach and in my neck, very strong feeling, which is too distracting to have while editing.

So I can edit later. The most I did was a spellcheck so consider this not the end just yet. Eighteen could still use a makeover as far as I know. As soon as I get out of the slump I've fallen in...if it's a slump.

It's not an unhappy feeling, it's just a REALLY strong one. Hard to describe. At least I promoted it.

I just know I can't work on much right now.

8:55 a.m. Little more promoting and little too much relaxing.

9:53 a.m. I've been doing some chores, which is great, and even stopped to do a little scratch art. All Glory, Praise, Thanks, and all things be to God on the Highest forever and ever in Jesus Name, Amen! God is Able!

10:47 a.m. Finished another drawing...pushed through it was more like it. Oi. Still tired. Can't sleep.

10:50 a.m. Took a moment to check my social networks. Lately, I've been wanting to break free from the routine and try something new. The same is, shamefully, not as exciting anymore. As I try to nap and let the day pass, I frown because I could be doing something more. And frown more because of Doldrums getting in the way of doing anything that I have to push so hard to get it done....that it's not as fun. Ergo me.

11:42 a.m. More chores and took down some Christmas decorations. Had a couple cheetos but not really hungry.

1:06 p.m. I hung out at the neighbors house for a good while after I got a little more cleaning done. They gave me Reese's chocolate pie and coke which was yummy. Oi...would a nap be a waste after doing so much today? Probably not.

1:10 p.m. Checked the social networks.

1:45 p.m. I tried to sleep, then I tried to sew, niether worked out as planned. I didn't understand the jacket pattern and the skirt I was working on didn't go too perfect either so....yeah.

2:29 p.m. Tried cutting patterns to sew..again. Guess I'm just not in the mood like I want to be.

2:48 p.m. Had a snack and chilled out with some Supernatural. I heard it's gonna be cold tonight...P.S. Words in my head lately: Vagabond and Biltmore. Odd. What does that mean?

3:06 p.m. Been watching Supernatural. Nap time.

5:17 p.m. Woke from a nap around 4:45 p.m. and made quesadillas for dinner. Yum!

5:26 p.m. Finished that up. :D Burp. Now what?

5:36 p.m. Well, the cat was easy to bring inside tonight. He just came right up to me while I checked the garbage can on the side of the road, lol.

5:52 p.m. Rested my eyes a bit. Ready to shower and attempt sleep. Good night, End of Updates! God Bless, Jesus Loves, Lives, Saves! All Glory, Praise, Thanks, and all things be to God on the Highest forever and ever in Jesus Name, Amen!

Sunday, January 4, 2015

A Head Start.

7:14 a.m. I slept well and have spent the morning finishing up my poetry book which I hope to up for sale, soon. I don't think it's buyable until I buy a copy and I don't have the money right now... 7:25 p.m. Well, that's that. I hope nobody minds the cover since it was my own drawing. It only slightly resembles JRM to me anyway so it should be legal and stuff.

7:29 a.m. I can rest easy. It's legal.

7:32 a.m. Blurb browsing. I'm feeling pretty tired...

8:01 a.m. Not making my book public. I'm too shy..

12:11 p.m. Just woke up. Almost went to the store but changed my mind. God Bless, Jesus Loves, Lives, Saves! God is Able!

12:16 p.m. My social networking isn't very social these days.

12:27 p.m. Edited Part Seize and uploading a backup as we speak.

1:17 p.m. Throwing down on some blogger. My landlord gave me a ride to the store which was nice of her. Got cheetos, popcorn, and gummies for Rob...who awoke shortly after I arrived home. I also got my book backup uploaded and took care of laundry that needed folding. Still tired dude....

1:30 p.m. I've been napping, homie..

2:54 p.m. I've sewed, meandered, talk to Mom to catch up and had about a fourty minute nap. I also have laundry going, again. Not as much today though. I think this day is more accomplished than I take it for, lol.

3:51 p.m. Had a nap and making mozerella sticks. Also, my laundry is drying. Woot! God is Able in Jesus Name, Amen!

4:26 p.m. Did some chores, finished off the sticks, now what?

5:06 p.m. Cleaned the kitchen and it's another night for another beautiful bath soak. Wonderful. God Bless, Jesus Loves, Lives, Saves! All Glory, Praise, Thanks, and all things be to God on the Highest forever and ever in Jesus Name, Amen! God is Able!

5:27 p.m. I feel GOOOODDD!!!

6:01 p.m. Rested a bit and finished up my laundry..still feeling the need to be active at something. I could cook but I also just ate only an hour and a half ago. Finally for once the cat was easy to bring in tonight as well.

April is not home so she may or may not be staying another night I guess.

6:12 p.m. Glitterati...for future references. Making pasta now. I need to keep busy. If I sleep too much, as much as I'd like to, I know I'll be up all night...which I don't want to do.

6:44 p.m. Food is done, April is back, watching Supernatural and End of Updates!

Saturday, January 3, 2015

Busy Sabby Saturday.

3:54 p.m. Today, I took a walk, but was too tired to finish it...and went home.

Then I slept (having some exciting dream of swimming in a pretty blue koi pond and in another dream, I swam in a pool with Joyce Meyer and a lot of other people)....I slept until around noonish and started sewing a skirt.

Dad arrived and we exchanged gifts...Anna loved the camo bag and Dad has many Axe shampoos. They dropped me off at the gift shop where I happily perused until I headed home.

I stopped at a yard sale, then April's, who didn't answer the door and detoured through the cemetary. I laid down in the grass at one point and my bare legs were itching every time the wind picked up ever since...I need a shower.




Anyway, I took a normal route from there and Dad called, asking for an address to see the grandkids and make their rounds, so I was happy about that. They couldn't stay because they already put off so many errands to visit. Busy day, They don't get out much, I made some hot dogs and started laundry, then FINALLY laid down a few moments, lol.

I braindumped all of this on paper, then decided to write it. God Bless, Jesus loves, lives, saves. All Glory, Praise, Thanks, and all things be to God on the highest forever and ever in Jesus Name, Amen! God is Able!

4:01 p.m. Almost stuck this on my poetry blog, lol.

4:49 p.m. Handlind laundry and brought fresh gallons of water to the neighbors, with Rob. I still need a shower.

5:21 p.m. Had a shower and a beautiful bath soak. (love my feet) Drying my clothes now.

7:04 p.m. Watching a prison documentary on Netflix, mostly about non-violent offenders, and had mozzerrella sticks and water. Yum!

7:29 p.m. Trying to sleep and I updated my Illness blog, because it needed it. Nighty-night. God Bless, Jesus loves, lives, saves. All Glory, Praise, Thanks, and all things be to God on the highest forever and ever in Jesus Name, Amen! God is Able! 22 A joyful heart is good medicine but a crushed spirit dries up the bones. Proverbs 17:22 

Friday, January 2, 2015

Morning Advances.

11:03 a.m. To start, Donny dropped by at 8:30 a.m. ish waking me from a beautiful dream I cannot recall. He was looking for Rob but her was asleep. Apparently, Judy sent him.

Nonetheless, I wasn't asleep until the early morning hours...having suffered a bad bladder so bad that I wrote a poem about it. Kinda helped...except it was too real and too sad. I realize carbonated sodas do this to me, especially ginger ale. So I'm trying water for today.

Bright and early though, I made a new drawing which is one of my new favorites and outdoes a few of the ones I did recently....in the sense that I mean this one was more skilled looking.

I had a nice walk, as well, to music and met with the neighbors.
11:08 p.m. Can't wait to get around to writing a poetry book at some point, even before fifty of them are reached...which I now see was a pretty high goal.

11:28 a.m. I did my neopets dailies and caught up on my blog subscriptions. That is all. I've been on the computer for about a half hour now and I'm already tired....yeesh. Also, can't wait to update Seize again. More text and less photos should make is easy peasy, God Willing.

About my drawing, I fixed it so there is no annoying line trialing from the mouth across the face. Not necessary, that. Looks much better.

11:45 a.m. Done.

2:37 p.m. Slept and woken from another beautiful dream by Donny. Eating soon.

3:16 p.m. I got an appointment at the Florida Health Department and need my birth certificate from Mom. More soon. Feeling tired but don't want sleep. Not being up for much else...

3:21 p.m. Trust in the Lord. :D

Anyway, April and Rob are up now. April was shocked by an appointment she accidentally made so she called to cancel and set up a new one..for both of us. God be with it, I'm praying hard it goes well. We'll need a lot LOT of info with us and most of it is on my roommate, which is stressful.

Had a second of Deja Vu there from writing the last sentence, lol. Oi. So tired...but want more for my life than just sleep. I guess I am doing a teeny bit more..I'm writing this, Praising God, and achieving my goals towards health care. Okay. I got this.

3:25 p.m. Had an interesting dream. I was at a zoo in the middle of the night and got picked up. I was told I should be careful as there could have been a giant gator at the fence.

At one point, Barb had said she lost her cat and not to bother looking for him. So later that night, I was discussing it with a guy and repeated it....just as Barb entered the room. April demanded I apologize, to him, to Barb, and to her, for the offense, so I did.

I think I had another dream of a family trip which was more like a tropical vacation. I don't remember much of what happened though...there may have been a boat involved. I know there was swimming.

4:14 p.m. I cleaned the kitchen, ate pizza, and chilling out now. I feel bloated from all this water I've been drinking.

4:32 p.m. The usual web surfing done in under twenty minutes. I tire out too easily. Lots of prayers going out to the breaking news today. :0 I read stuff.

5:03 p.m. Meandered to the point of making brownies...they just went in the oven.

5:26 p.m. Hung out with the neighbors and watched Castle. Brownies should be done shortly, in about three minutes actually, and the kitchen smells like them...

5:48 p.m. Went to having out with Barb and Marina while the brownies cooled, then came back and had one. They were so delicious! April is supposed to be leaving soon...don't know what time.

5:57 p.m. Rick is here for April and Rob and I are deciding on dinner.

6:02 p.m. Moved to April's computer and feeling a nervous bought of the Doldrums. Uncomfortable feeling in my back and shortness of breath. Oi.

6:24 p.m. Since the program can be unstable, I'm uploading a backup of my journal so everything can't be lost, ya know?

6:25 p.m. Or not.

6:34 p.m. I was hoping to give it another try...

6:42 p.m. My bank took money out of my account again. I have to call and see what the issue is.

7:03 p.m. Heading to bed. Book uploaded. Rob just helped me get a little more money to stick in my bank...I just have to find a way to get to my bank now and deposit the money. Oi. Should hold me over for the month to come when they fine me again...I hope...End of Updates! All Glory, Praise, Thanks, and all things be to God on the Highest forever and ever. God Bless, Jesus Loves, Lives, Died for me, Rose from the Dead, and Saved! God is Able!

EDIT: Sleep did not come easy, especially REM sleep, and I was up in the midnight hours. Mom is putting money in the bank for me and Dad is helping me out too....and still planning on coming tomorrow, and I'm praying he is and something else doesn't come up. Good night, home nuggets. God Bless, Jesus Loves, Lives, Saves.

Thursday, January 1, 2015

Missed the Ball Drop.

1:28 a.m. While I typically sleep for 2 or 3 hours at a time, for the first time I actually slept for a decent amount of hours. Try about 4 or 5 hours.

Just long enough to miss the ball drop by over an hour. I would have missed it anyway but still..... I woke up and it was next year. 2015. I'll have to get used to saying that. In the meantime, I'll have to attempt some sleep, if possible, even despite my bladder.

I did dream of watching the Dick Clark`s Rocking Eve and Heather Locklear, in a little black dress, was in it and her little kids, like "Mommy, you have to!" were trying to cajole her on camera  into smiling more and she was so stunned.

I also missed the ball drop, memorably, when  I was 11 years old, 15 years ago, when the year 2000 came in. Wonders never cease.

5:59 a.m. Plenty more sleep. :)


10:14 a.m. I slept, ate, and made a new drawing. After which I made an exhausting bike ride to stores closed on New Years Day. Low front tire. I was locked out of the house when I came home and eventually after enough knocking, April opened up....already awake.

I changed my sweaty clothes and feel a lot better. God bless, Jesus loved, lives, Saves. All Glory, Praise, Thanks, and all things be to God on the Highest forever and ever in Jesus Name, Amen! God is Able!

10:19 a.m. I just got hit by a bunch of ads. What's up with that? Oi.


10:34 a.m. I've been napping. April downloaded games on her phone which I think is causing all this intrusive ads as I do the blogger app. Not fun but okay.

11:45 a.m. April fixed it...I think. I couldn't sleep until I drew in marker...which I did.

3:00 p.m. I tried to nap but had pizza instead. We just got back from grocery shopping and I enjoyed a Baja Blast slushie which chilled me, lol. That was a first. Aprils phone still does ads. -_-

6:04 p.m. Mostly meandered tonight and played with a bonfire....I also chatted up the neighbors.
My phone FINALLY has minutes. Currently making mozzarella sticks for dinner. Been using the wifi more sparcely due to ads.

6:08 p.m. Seeing Dad Saturday! I think Anna will like the camoflage purse I made.

6:27 p.m. Ate and ready for bed soon.

8:30 p.m. My UTI bladder has kept me from sleeping for two hours now. Wish I had brownies. Can't wait for the weekend! End of updated! P.S. Can't wait to write my poetry book.

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