Sunday, December 14, 2014

The Thing About Sleep And Lackadaisicals.

5:28 a.m. I didn't get much sleep. I was thinking about art too much. So I got up and did art...

8:05 a.m. I have been drawing quite a bit this morning and it's going by fast.

8:31 a.m. That time when I'm meandering and waiting on hot pockets in the oven.

9:36 a.m. Ate my hot pocket and an ice cream. Then chatted on Facebook and sewed a little. I also want to do poetry, and finally sleep since I got my drawing bug out of me. So tired.  With much effort, I opened up my shades and let the sunlight in this ceiling bulb-free room.

9:40 p.m. Took a photo but it's not on the OkCupid feed yet to save. Booo....

 9:43 a.m. Facebook did though...heh.

12:37 p.m. I just napped for a few hours and feel much more rested than I did earlier. Carlo woke up with me and it was the cutest thing, then he left. Silly cat. I feel hot, because in all necessity, the heater is running.

I think I had a dream I went to Heaven, saying to imagine a place where everyone, in untold numbers, wants to put their arms around you and love you. we all stood together in white robes and were smiling and waiting in anticipation for something. A place where everyone is smiling, always. A nice dream, for once.

12:55 p.m. I think I also dreamed of showing Mom the new songs on my  mp3 player, which I'm excited to do in real life. I have my music going, sewing a Lamilly doll shirt for Aaliyah's x-mas gift, and still feeling drowsy, and pushing past a lackadaisical (I LOVE that word) attitude.

1:22 p.m. Worked on that a bit, then I wrote a Haiku. I really, really, want to be outside...even in the cold.

2:39 p.m. I went out and hung out with the neighbors, then ate boiled peanuts with Marina. Carlo got to get a little air, so that's good. I also took some photos, not all of which I will put on the internet.

2:56 p.m. I should try reading. I finished editing my photos. There were three, but I'm only putting a couple up, God Willing, and that should be fine.

4:37 p.m. I managed to update Seize to the 10th but no further. The computer was slow, then after a restart, would not load my book. So I was frustrated.

April wouldn't let me use her computer because she wasn't in a sharing mood. My netbook is to small the other laptop had issues. Rob is typically busy on his computer.

They tried to offer solutions but I got frustrated and went to my room to breath. In April form, she came after me soon after and we talked it out. She can lend me her computer either tonight or tomorrow and I can get caught up then on her FASTER computer.

I've been lackadaisickal, or fighting it really, the droopy feeling of doing things I enjoy, the overwhelming  urge to say no to them. It's depression and I think it's Abilify doing it. I should reach out.

5:08 p.m. I had a hot pocket and took a walk. I hope we're having bacon alfredo tonight. That would be delicious!

5:57 p.m. I drew my feelings and it came out like a cute monster. Seems like it. Dinner is done.

9:23 p.m. After having pudding instead because the food was bitter, maybe it was the homemade sauce, I had ice cream and watched Netflix with Marina...then I took a nap.

9:48 p.m. I had string cheese and checked the news. I need a shower, though.

9:53 p.m. I'm getting cleaned up soon. Honest. Just editing my blog and answering a FB message. :P Cheering up though. Don't know what time I'm going to bed tonight. God Bless, Jesus Loves, Lives, Saves! All Glory, Praise, Thanks, and all things be to God on the Highest forever and ever in Jesus Name, Amen! God is Able! Jesus Died, Rose, Loves, Lives, and Saved us all from our sins. Thank you, Lord! New life,  new creature, and everything. It's wonderful.

10:19 p.m. All cleaned up. Even cleaned my ears out and I'm ready to kick back with some music.

10:32 p.m. You know what? I tried but I just couldn't get up to sleeping. I listened to music and wrote a few words. That was about it.

10:34 p.m. Yay!!! My Single Woman Blog Booh has shipped! At long last, I'm so happy.  I ordered in on the 9th so....hopefully we only have to wait a little longer before it's in my hands.

11:26 p.m. Finished today's drawing, finally.

12:14 a.m. I did another drawing...of my tree. And web surfed a little. Waiting for my chance to update Part Seize again on April's computer, if possible.

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