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Wednesday, December 24, 2014

Odd Dreams and Confessions on Christmas Eve.

11:54 p.m. I haven't slept well lately for the past few days. I lie awake, writing poetry. I watched Snow Day. It's still the 23Rd for a few more minutes.

I will be up for a long time. The poems tend to describe how I feel which is why I'm not exactly writing it here. That would feel redundant.

6:03 a.m. Merry Christmas!! I let April know that I was talking to Caleb again, thanks to a weird dream I had where I went to visit him. Later in the dream, I met Jonny, too, while I was trying to save my Instagram photos...except it was in one long collage that needed to be cropped. They chatted as I worked away..with pictures turning into movie clips of dancers and whatnot. JRM said something about children and I thought of him and Mara, lol.

In another dream, I dreamt of a movie which I thought was from 2009 about Hayden Pattierre's work at a radio station and waking up to hair and makeup and signing forms, etc. Then it became a movie about the
late Natalie Holloway and there was a funeral procession through a cemetary. Very sad.

I wrote the dream down though.

This morning, I saved my Instagram photos and made the confession, like I said. April is fine with me talking to Caleb as long as I'm not pursuing something romantic, which I'm not, nor is he.

I stayed up all night, until sometime well past midnight into 1 a.m. writing poetry and watching a prison show. I got a list of things to do today.

1. Add photos to the last entry.
2. Write more poetry.
3. Edit poems I already have.
And more to come later...

God Bless, Jesus Loves, Lives, Saves! All Glory, Praise, Thanks, and all things be to God on the Highest
forever and ever in Jesus Name, Amen! God is Able! Need to take a break from uploading to Instagram, like seriously.

6:27 a.m. This  already seems like an accomplished morning. P.S. This entry is laced in the beginning with poems I wrote about not being able to sleep.

6:29 a.m. That's it..I also did my Advent Calender and my neopets story was rejected because it was considered too short. Oh well. Oi.

6:35 a.m. Took care of SOME Neopets dailies. I have an itchy head which is unfortunate. Vinegar time.

6:56 a.m. When it comes to moods, I have totally flipped a switch and did things I normally would be too uninterested in doing. I just sorted through a TON on Instagram likes and reset them, practically. Oi.

The final message for myself last night.
I still have the vinegar in my hair and I'm waiting on it to work. I can't tell anymore between a dry and dirty scalp or plain head lice. So, I'm being on the safe side.`

7:17 a.m. Finished with that. Once again, I've completed my goals in a short amount of time. I'm very tempted to work on the final chapter of The Doctor, and perhaps delete the blog before sending it to a publisher somewhere, but that's further in the future.

Right now I'm nervous. It's the closing chapter, the rejoicing after the boss battle...for a moment anyway. Of course, I know tragedy strikes in the final chapter but it was one that made sense...and wasn't for no good reason. Yes, I mean a death to a beloved character.

7:29 a.m. I'm shutting down the computer for now but I will say the chapter is off to a nice start. Needed a heavy amount of re-writing, sure, but its fine. The whole story changed for the better.

12:18 p.m. I went Christmas shopping with Mom at Wal-Mart, and the Dollar store, and came home and helped with wrapping gifts. I also babysat and made Mom and omelette. After that, I mostly meandered.

We are planning on going back today to get Dad a gift though. I just had to hunt down my shoes...

2:35 p.m. In the past two and a half hours, I wrapped gifts and relaxed.  Mom gave me a gift for Dad instead of going shopping and she left to get other stuff. Harmony went down for a nap. My meds made me drowsy and still do. I helped clean the kitchen a little but I was like a zombie...I thought of eating ramen, which I later did while watching Forrest Gump and being on Instagram a bit. Rested a bit more and I'm still drowsy.

2:30 p.m. - 4 p.m. I was babysitting but I am also kind of in a zombie mode and need sleep.

4:31 p.m. They came HOME!!! And they have Christmas dinner for tomorrow.

8:35 p.m. I slept until around 8 p.m. and woke up to see McDonalds..not for me. So I asked for some but Jen was already on the way home. I was told to make a sandwich instead. XD

8:54 p.m. I rested, I'm cold, and writing poetry.

9:17 p.m. I had my sandwich and now I'm meandering. I need sleep.

9:28 p.m. Showered.

9:49 p.m. I Skyped with Rob and got news about home. Marina moved in with Barb, Rob's Mom visited
finally for Christmas, and April's Mom will feel better soon. All good things. Praising Jesus in Jesus Name, Amen! God is Able! EDIT: I watched prison shows...I had a fascination with them. Aaliyah came home and we played games on my phone before heading to bed.



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