I slept until around just now and in stark contrast to my previous night, I slept well.
7:20 a.m. April's phone is doing the thing where it refuses to charge, instead it restarts over and over. Also, did my neopets dailies and checked my social networks. God, it's so cold this morning and the one thing, in all my planning, I didn't bring was a jacket!! I wear jackets like every day it seems! O.o Why?!
7:28 a.m. The charge is working now. Still cold...I have the movie line 'not to go gallivanting after pirates' stuck in head. Guess which movie it's from.....gallivanting is the main word here.
11:12 a.m. I woke up at 10:45 a.m. and played with Harmony and fed her some apples. April's phone also finally charged. It's still cold, just not as cold as it was earlier this morning. Jesus.
11:43 a.m. Time to put the netbook down.
12:09 p.m. Played with Harmony a bit and now trying to put her down for a nap, since this is around her nap time anyway. She's whining a lot, poor baby.
1:04 p.m. I let Harmony play a while and then the drowsiness hit. I let Jen know but she suggested putting Harmony down for a nap because it's time, so I am. I can't seem to get comfortable in her soft bed. It smells funny to me.I'm so tired though...
3:04 p.m. I submitted another story to the Neopian times for Ogrin day. I'm slowly reaching the avatar and I'm super excited!
3:32 p.m. After some advice, I tried laying Harmony down again...with no tv and NOT being in there, it finally worked after all these hours. Jen is still gone...after four hours. I'm still needlessly exhausted and tired.
3:37 p.m. If anyone ever wondered what its like to have invisibility, just ask me, while I stay here. I know all too well, which is why I don't wish for it to be my power.
I can ask something to someone's face without so much as a glance, like a ghost in a movie. It's sad but it's what I've come to expect of my life.
Maybe it's because I'm too different, I don't oppose people but we don't click either....back to being different. I'm probably thinking this stuff, though all too true, because of the onset of depression...or maybe acknowledging furthers it, though true, I don't know.
How is someone happy with being invisible? Why does someone have to come to a point where they feel certain that they have to consider themselves that?
4:15 p.m. I feel better with April's advice. It matters...the ones who are talking to me and making the effort to have me in their life. They know what I'm worth. If the others don't, quit trying to make it happen. They've made their choice.
4:45 p.m. Took photos for fun, other than that it was sitting around and watching That 70's Show and meandering.
4:50 p.m. Added photos to today's post which makes me happy. I'm really just trying to fill up space. All Glory, Praise, Thanks, and all things be to God on the Highest forever and ever in Jesus Name, Amen! Jesus Christ is Lord, Risen from the dead for our Sins. Amen, in Jesus Name. God is Able!
5:56 p.m. Fed Harmony and afterwards, she did the cutest thing where she let the dog lick her hand. Aaliyah is playing with her now. Jen is still gone...
6:39 p.m. Jen is home with spicy cheetos fries. I just had some cube steak and it was yummy. I've been hanging out with Grandpa. He says the reason I'm treated the way I am is they've formed cliques in the house.
|Awesome shot of Grandpa by the fire, hence the orange.|
7:36 p.m. Enjoyed the firs with Grandpa and now watching The Polar Express with Aaliyah.
9:00 p.m. Watched it with her, had dinner, and a That 70s Show marathon. Rested a bit and ready to shower and go to bed.
9:18 p.m. Done. Bed.