Wednesday, December 17, 2014
A Happy Early Christmas Morning
A little cupboard with japanese style painting on it, which I filled with candy (at first), a glass tray, a fake diamond (OMG YAY!) I lost the first one somehow, a hologram cube with a rose inside, and a coat rack she made herself. :D All beautiful and there is my Christmas. We laughed, joked, smiled, and goofed and were happy for the rest of the night.
A stark contrast to the moments earlier, which were somber, as Rob laid out his grievances to us in order to cheer up. It's a regular thing for all of us to have group talks. :) We come out okay.
I couldn't sleep this morning so I took the candy out and organized tangles of thread spools. Watched old Supernatural episodes. I organized other things and cleaned up my space. Stuck bags of lice pillows and blankets outside. Then slept. And dreamt...of something.
The cat startled me this morning as I came back from the bathroom.
I've charged April's phone, checked online, and meandered ever since.
9:04 a.m. I want to use my usb but I think I left it in Rob's room. He let me order my family photos at Walmart.com for Christmas, 53 of them for 8 bucks total, and I can't wait!!
10:31 a.m. Finished another drawing. (above) The one below is from last night or the early morning hours. Mom is coming home and I can't wait to see her.
2:14 p.m. I'm almost all packed aside from food, vinegar, and a few things I need to ask from the sleeping roomies when they are awake. I also wrapped Lamilly and the clothes for Aaliyah, I can't wait for her to get it, you know? Glory, Praise, Thanks to Jesus forever Amen!
2:29 p.m. I caught a plan flying low on my walk. AND I chose this one time not to bring a camera, thinking I always see the same stuff. I also saw bulls and cows in the fields, in a spot they normally aren't in. In fact, they ran away on my approach. Meanwhile, my mp3 player died and I need to find the wall charger.
2:38 p.m. I think God loves us, and instagram, He totally willed that to be made.
2:58 p.m. I rested a few moments and finally read my Anne Geddes book 'An Autobiography' which was a real treasure. a favorite by far.
3:05 p.m. I hate burning my tongue on hot food. That will be there a while. I used vinegar to get the stickers off my Anne Geddes book. It was only a few bucks, used, so I don't mind.
3:41 p.m, Started to sew a little sleeper mask but it became uneven.
3:58 p.m. Had some ravioli with stringe cheese, like half a can, and half a pudding. Watching The Duchess but turning it off soon, I think.
4:25 p.m. Went to say hi to Marina and Barb, the neighbors, for about 20 minutes. Yay social life!
4:40 p.m. Wondering if Mom called to postpone picking me up, lol. Maybe. Seems logical. I'm still packed. Would just have to unpack in a minor way, if so. Prepared. So anyway! I woke April and Rob up by accident but still let them know whats going on and whatnot.
I know God has a plan and an intention for all this though. Amen, in Jesus Name, I am calm. Hopefully, April will come to forgive them.
5:03 p.m. Now I know what April says when Depression hits you, because it does, out of nowhere. I can't explain it..it's a sluggish frowny feeling.
5:53 p.m. I started chicken and yellow rice, then took a shower. I should have time to eat dinner before Grandpa gets here. Mom has to get home, then he has to leave, then it takes a half hour to arrive. I should still pack food though...
6:16 p.m. Finished and perfect!!
7:16 p.m. I had a nice power nap and i woke to find Grandpa is on his way. So that's cool. I just packed chicken and yellow rice leftovers to take over there because I don't know what the food situation would be like.
Rob was equally unhappy I will miss my doctor's appointment, only because it's short notice and this could be one of those places that charges a fine for rescheduling. I'll talk to Mom. God be with me in Jesus Name, amen!
9:41 p.m. I rested and washed dishes, then Grandpa came and brought me to Mom's. They enjoyed quesadillas, I meandered and then read ten bucks worth of mental health medical records and looked at my hard past. I had candy, a fiber one bar, tried to watch Netflix and failed on the tv and I am watching Anna Nicholls on mobile Youtube now.
I was putting off riting because I didn't want to add photos yet but I wonder if I'm ready....
I didn't know about adding the Inagram ones mostly. Feels a slight but awkward having my flash drive back, you know?
10:33 p.m. Mom invited me to watch the Chrisley's Christmas special so I did. Afterwards, the dog peed on my foot. :( Anyway, if the doctor is non-negotiable, I can't go and that is that. I have until at LEAST 3-4 p.m. tomorrow to find out or we cancel.
11:29 p.m. It's not the next day, so I can't begin a new entry. I have been trying to sleep but failed. I don't know why. I listened to gospel until DJ, Maranda, and the baby fell asleep and their show, 'The 100", went off.
Anyway, I put on Pirates of the Caribbean after taking my meds. I don't have to be up early, not that I would mind if I did, so I'm staying up until I can actually sleep. I'm actually surprised I was so up for blogging given the Lackadaisy of things lately, hmm?
I love comparing Elizabeth Swann with the Duchess of Devonshire, both brilliantly played by the talented Kiera Knightley. I'm a fan of her as well, mostly Bend it Like Beckham and her period films.
11:35 p.m. I feel like writing poetry. Any poetry.
All Glory, Praise, Thanks and all things be to almighty God on the highest forever and ever in Jesus name, amen. God is able to do above all we ask or think!
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