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Wednesday, December 17, 2014

A Happy Early Christmas Morning

8:58 a.m. Last night, or this morning, I should say, went very, very well. April and Rob lit up at their gifts and massive amounts of candy, including 'coal' in their stocking and April blew me away with their's.

A little cupboard with japanese style painting on it, which I filled with candy (at first), a glass tray, a fake diamond (OMG YAY!) I lost the first one somehow, a hologram cube with a rose inside, and a coat rack she made herself. :D All beautiful and there is my Christmas. We laughed, joked, smiled, and goofed and were happy for the rest of the night.

 A stark contrast to the moments earlier, which were somber, as Rob laid out his grievances to us in order to cheer up. It's a regular thing for all of us to have group talks. :) We come out okay.

I couldn't sleep this morning so I took the candy out and organized tangles of thread spools. Watched old Supernatural episodes. I organized other things and cleaned up my space. Stuck bags of lice pillows and blankets outside. Then slept. And dreamt...of something.

The cat startled me this morning as I came back from the bathroom.

I've charged April's phone, checked online, and meandered ever since.


9:04 a.m. I want to use my usb but I think I left it in Rob's room. He let me order my family photos at Walmart.com for Christmas, 53 of them for 8 bucks total, and I can't wait!!

10:31 a.m. Finished another drawing. (above) The one below is from last night or the early morning hours. Mom is coming home and I can't wait to see her.

1:00 p.m. I had a nap and woke up to my book waiting for me! The single woman blog book I ordered. Met expectation and very pleased! Can't wait to order a copy of Seize in the same printing format, God Willing in Jesus Name, Amen!

1:22 p.m. Mom is back home and I can leave today. I'm packing right now...a lot of stuff to occupy the week. I made a checklist this time not to forget anything.

2:14 p.m. I'm almost all packed aside from food, vinegar, and a few things I need to ask from the sleeping roomies when they are awake. I also wrapped Lamilly and the clothes for Aaliyah, I can't wait for her to get it, you know? Glory, Praise, Thanks to Jesus forever Amen!

2:29 p.m. I caught a plan flying low on my walk. AND I chose this one time not to bring a camera, thinking I always see the same stuff. I also saw bulls and cows in the fields, in a spot they normally aren't in. In fact, they ran away on my approach. Meanwhile, my mp3 player died and I need to find the wall charger.

2:33 p.m. Found the charger, plugged in the wall. I told myself last night to move it somewhere to keep track of it. At least it has plenty of time to charge before Mom arrives, tonight.

2:38 p.m. I think God loves us, and instagram, He totally willed that to be made.

2:58 p.m. I rested a few moments and finally read my Anne Geddes book 'An Autobiography' which was a real treasure. a favorite by far.

3:05 p.m. I hate burning my tongue on hot food. That will be there a while. I used vinegar to get the stickers off my Anne Geddes book. It was only a few bucks, used, so I don't mind.

3:22 p.m. Spent some time with Carlo outside after having a couple hot dogs.

3:41 p.m, Started to sew a little sleeper mask but it became uneven.

3:58 p.m. Had some ravioli with stringe cheese, like half a can, and half a pudding. Watching The Duchess but turning it off soon, I think.

4:25 p.m. Went to say hi to Marina and Barb, the neighbors, for about 20 minutes. Yay social life!

4:40 p.m. Wondering if Mom called to postpone picking me up, lol. Maybe. Seems logical. I'm still packed. Would just have to unpack in a minor way, if so. Prepared. So anyway! I woke April and Rob up by accident but still let them know whats going on and whatnot.

4:52 p.m. So Mom said I can't make my doctor's appointment but it's fine. I'm going over there anyway, later on. How much later, I'm not sure. April is upset because my family can't pull the money together but they have their own problems, on top of being poor, to be honest. So I wouldn't ask it of them.

I know God has a plan and an intention for all this though. Amen, in Jesus Name, I am calm. Hopefully, April will come to forgive them.

5:03 p.m. Now I know what April says when Depression hits you, because it does, out of nowhere. I can't explain it..it's a sluggish frowny feeling.

5:05 p.m. A couple minutes ago, I got a papercut from the cardboard of a fresh composition notebook while I was packing it.

5:27 p.m. Congrats to J and Mara on the happy engagement! God bless you both and all the best wishes in Christ be to you in your happy relationship. Anyway, I just had a walk, a rest, and trimmed my fingernails. God is Able to do above all we ask or think in Jesus Name, Amen!

5:53 p.m. I started chicken and yellow rice, then took a shower. I should have time to eat dinner before Grandpa gets here. Mom has to get home, then he has to leave, then it takes a half hour to arrive. I should still pack food though...

6:16 p.m. Finished and perfect!!

6:39 p.m. Watched The Duchess and now, I rest and wait. Mom wasn't even home yet when I called twenty minutes or so ago so it could be a while. Better if the time passes quickly, eh?

7:16 p.m. I had a nice power nap and i woke to find Grandpa is on his way. So that's cool. I just packed chicken and yellow rice leftovers to take over there because I don't know what the food situation would be like.

Rob was equally unhappy I will miss my doctor's appointment, only because it's short notice and this could be one of those places that charges a fine for rescheduling. I'll talk to Mom. God be with me in Jesus Name, amen!

Ready to nap again, time to did fly by. My nap was like fourty minutes dude. Grandpa can take about that to get out here so ttyl.

9:41 p.m. I rested and washed dishes, then Grandpa came and brought me to Mom's. They enjoyed quesadillas, I meandered and then read ten bucks worth of mental health medical records and looked at my hard past. I had candy, a fiber one bar, tried to watch Netflix and failed on the tv and I am watching Anna Nicholls on mobile Youtube now.

I was putting off riting because I didn't want to add photos yet but I wonder if I'm ready....

I didn't know about adding the Inagram ones mostly. Feels a slight but awkward having my flash drive back, you know?

10:00 p.m. Mom is going to call tomorrow and see if a pyament plan can be arranged to visit my doctor.

10:33 p.m. Mom invited me to watch the Chrisley's Christmas special so I did. Afterwards, the dog peed on my foot. :( Anyway, if the doctor is non-negotiable, I can't go and that is that. I have until at LEAST 3-4 p.m. tomorrow to find out or we cancel.

11:29 p.m. It's not the next day, so I can't begin a new entry. I have been trying to sleep but failed. I don't know why. I listened to gospel until DJ, Maranda, and the baby fell asleep and their show, 'The 100", went off.


I offered to swap a place with Maranda but the baby is sleeping on her chest.

I keep thinking of that engagement. Makes me smile, how awesome. Yay, Mara and J. Fans of both.

Anyway, I put on Pirates of the Caribbean after taking my meds. I don't have to be up early, not that I would mind if I did, so I'm staying up until I can actually sleep. I'm actually surprised I was so up for blogging given the Lackadaisy of things lately, hmm?

I love comparing Elizabeth Swann with the Duchess of Devonshire, both brilliantly played by the talented Kiera Knightley. I'm a fan of her as well, mostly Bend it Like Beckham and her period films.

11:35 p.m. I feel like writing poetry. Any poetry.

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