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Thursday, November 27, 2014

The Past Two Days And My Thanksgiving




6:13 p.m. I'm going over the next couple days...by the way, Happy Thanksgiving!!!!

I started out my morning on the 25th by doing a drawing, a beautiful shot of a woman in a white shirt in charcoal. Then, we made went to my psychiatrist. 


Mom and I waited in the waiting room and I looked at dog and baby books. I didn't really learn too much more than what I realized about myself already..but she did give me a Abilify sample, and subscription (which I have to get later since I forgot my ID) 


Then we went to Publix to drop off my prescription and pick up a couple other things. Then I came home a bit and hung out with the kids, and took pictures outside.



Then we went to Feltons Grocery with Zackary, that dude whose name I can't recall, Mom and Joe and picked up more stuff. Walmart and then the gas station. Then, we came home. Joe made quesadillas and I played with the kids.

I went to bed soon after, woke up on the 26th and drew again...it was the highlight of my day. Just home with the kids and Maranda...quite a bit of babysitting but I did draw again..and at the end of the night, I had two little girls making collages and drawing. I also stayed off the computer. :D Oh, and I watched Gone with the Wind on television which was awesome.



One of the women who lives here, I tell you, I'm horrible at names, gave me this blue plaid shirt and all I can think is now I can dress like a Winchester.



Today, thanksgiving, was nice. We watched the Macy's Thanksgiving Parade, I spent time drawing, they cooked. And then we had everyone in the kitchen giving thanks and saying grace, and then we all ate until we were full. Harmony was put to bed, Jen left, and I'm hanging out in her room. We also watched some marathon on 'Where the Child Stars are now.'





Biggest shocker, after close to 25 years, I found out I wasn't actually born on Thanksgiving like I thought but a four days later. :( This is one day before my 26th birthday. Wow.

Also, Mom offered us some Chickens for eggs but when I asked April, she quickly, and very very grumpily, shot me down about it..though Mom would pay for feed. She said we couldn't afford the vet bills. Who pays a 200-300 vet bill on a chicken, though? O.o I don't know, but when I asked, she got more upset This was probably the hugest downer for my Thanksgiving because she woke up in a sour mood at me and was doing the thing where she snaps at me just because 'she just woke up' (as if I was supposed to realize that all the way across town at nearly 2-3 p.m. In the afternoon) and feels entitled to acting that way towards me. I can't even. Breaks my heart....Oi. Just had to say it.

Otherwise, Thanksgiving was fine...despite the sour phone call. I'll move on. I forgive in Jesus Name, Amen!





6:45 p.m. Did my dailies. Checked the news. Feeling the digestive effects of dinner. Ouch.

7:17 p.m. I've been procrastinating on starting to take Abilify. Sorry...




P.S. Editing photos for the blog. Yay! I was really wanting to write today. After over four years of writing journals which Chronicle the almost daily events of my entire early twenties, it's an urge to keep going...cause it's amazing. I keep thinking if someone wants to take them all and make it into a book more blessing to them because that's four years worth of stuff. O.O


7:58 p.m. Photos edited..and I could really use a computer break..I guess. All Glory, Praise, Thanks, and all things be to God on the Highest forever and ever in Jesus Name, Amen! God is Able!

Other tidbits:
I gave thanks during our circle for the help they gave me to let me see them as often as I do when I live close to fourty miles away. God Bless, Jesus Love!
I'm due to see my psychiatrist in about 2-3 weeks. 

My birthday in tomorrow. All I ask for every year is a cake.

They did not make Buckeyes at April's. Ah well. :/

11:11 p.m. God, Jesus Christ, I'm gonna start bawling. I spent several hours watching Harmony..then took my meds. Then DJ and Miranda leave me with the baby and I know I have to stay up for hours and wait for them to get back and all I want is some quiet and some sleep and I...I'm just breaking into tears.

The baby is bawling and I CANNOT HANDLE THHHHIIISSSS!!!!!! Somebody take this off my hands!

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