Thursday, October 23, 2014

Missing A Day.

The video above puts yesterday's artwork in better view. :)

7:40 p.m. Between 3 a.m. ish and somewhere before sunrise, I was watching Mysteries at the Museum. I also teased the cat...sorry. It likes going out in the mornings and I'd be on one side of the room, he on another, and if he heard the tiniest clink of the doorknob, he'd poke his head out in an adorable way and come running.

It was a cool morning out. Certainly not as foggy as yesterday. I walked around the yard with the cats a bit before heading inside. The laptops were unplugged as a small attempt to save electricity. And I went to bed, or tried to, just around sunrise.

I have a cat on my arm...
And I slept...and dreamt.

One dream about some evil version of my late Aunt made me wake up crying but I went back to bed afterwards..a few times.

I had one dream where I was in a room and swinging on a black chained rope, riding gigantic waves. I saw this dude and I didn't want him to know I had this windbreaker jacket full of candy, possibly because I wasn't supposed to have it, so I tossed it in the closet.

Then he came in and I demonstrated the rope thing, saying 'Use you iiimmaginatttion.' Saying that last word really quiet and slow.

I thought he was going to see how own thing but he wanted to see the wave thing. Then April wakes me up, asking if I was okay because I've been in my room all day. It was like 7 p.m. So I gave up this whole day to sleep. I think I needed it.

So I got up, had a homemade burrito and chatted with her...even showed her my illness blog which she said she'd want to read alone...but she would be interested in reading it.

I've been doing my daily rounds on social networks and seeing what was going on. Helen finally got to meet Jonathan Rhys Meyers at long last. I was eager for this day to come. She deserves it more than anyone, running his best fan site and all. :D She loves him to death.

That is all. God Bless, Jesus Loves, Lives, Saves! Glory, Praise, Thanks to God on High forever and ever in Jesus Name, Amen! God is Able!

10:55 p.m. April and I had a long talk about Schizophrenia, family, past, religion, and more. At one point I was bent over sobbing in her arms. All I want to say is I have some family enjoying their last years and I'd like to keep their memories of me as being normal, not a person who 'has something wrong with them.' I just want to be like everyone else.

Afterwards, we discussed financial planning and employment.

I also feel like drawing again, wanting to feel like the day I missed was worth something.

11:48 p.m. I visited my other blogs and decided to start another one, for a thirty day challenge in which I answer questions about being a single woman. I have not decided whether or not to add it to the Part Seize thing or not.

I'm also wanting to move form the laptop to the netbook where I have more images, including from my old Instagram if necessary! God Bless, Jesus Loves, Lives, Saves!

12:12 a.m. Yay! Some subscribed to my Dream Doctor blog where I post my novel! :D I'm happier over one than I probably would be a hundred. All the more reason to-----

My posts are typing slow, like I write and THEN I have to wait for the letters to show up. I probably have too many tabs open...Oi. It worked fin on the other laptop.

12:30 p.m. Not sure why it's going so slow...I closed more tabs.

12:24 p.m. I started a roommate debate over the Breaking Bad toys..sorry. I closed more tabs. It seems to be working a bit better now. For example, it used to look like this:

I really was functioning with this many tabs on the big laptop, and quite comfortably. XD I have loved pinned tabs ever since April showed me I could do them. :)

I took off Facebook, OkCupid,, Brest cancer's click to give, and the thirty day single woman challenge. 

One Blogger tab it for editing and viewing my blogs. The other is for previewing this main blog in another window.

That leaves Random Bible Verse, The Daily Neopets Dailies, Neopets, Google Plus Communities, AOL, and Instagram.

1:26 a.m. I just finished making the graphic for my new blog, the 30 day challenge of being a single girl. :D I have been thinking about a 365 challenge but I don't have the 24/7 365 video camera I need for the one I want to do. Could be interesting to try for the new year..hmm?

2:02 a.m. I could be drawing...but I know it would take quite a few hours to finish one like it has lately. Now that I'm showered, fresh, and dressed, I don't know if I can stay up that long.

5:02 a.m. Watched more Mysteries at the Museum and ate pasta..and made some hot chocolate that was just a bit..too drink.  Did my neopets dailies. That is all. God Bless, Jesus Loves, Lives, Saves! Glory, Praise, Thanks to God on High forever and ever in Jesus Name, Amen! God is Able! End of Updates.

P.S. The entire household has lost the sleep schedule.

All Glory, Praise, Thanks and all things be to almighty God on the highest forever and ever in Jesus name, amen. God is able to do above all we ask or think!

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