Wednesday, October 8, 2014

I'm up this morning! Hoo Hah!

9:12 a.m. It's surprising that I haven't slept until the afternoon. I guess God thought I needed the morning. :P Nonetheless, I'm up. I had a slice of pizza and quickly got full. And I went through the last of the large stack of magazines for collage stuff and inspiration, which can be scratched off the list.

Poor Rob hasn't been able to sleep in two days. -_-

SINCE I'm able import any of my books now, even those long since deleted from my computer, I've gotten the idea to copy some hundreds, three years worth, of journals and actually have a blog which covered, when combined, my years from 2006 to present. It's a gigantic task, not to be taken lightly.

April is here and awake. She had a headache but nonetheless seems in good spirits. She usually is the first few days after arriving from her Mom's. We'll see how long it lasts.

9:18 a.m. April had to move my desk to reach the air filter. -_- I have a lot of stuff on my desk, notably a long stack of DVD's at the top. But for once it also had to be moved while I was working that we're all situated here...Oi.

9:39 a.m. Played some neopets. I'm definetely in a writing mood today. God Bless, Jesus Loves, Lives, and Saves, homies!

11:51 a.m. I'm so sleepy after two hours of editing Chapter Three that I can't even...but it got finished and I seriously need a nap. God Bless, Jesus Loves, Lives, Saves!! Hallelujah!

3:27 p.m. That was a  lot of extra rest. But I felt it was time to get back up and greet the day, no?

6:07 p.m. I've had a busy day. I trekked the bike to pick up McDonalds for the gang. I came back and had a 20 piece nugget, one of  which was incredibly small. We watched Buzzfeed videos and relaxed.

Rick stopped by and Rob and I picked up a chicken and biscuits meal with soda at the dollar store...among other things. Arizona Tea, v8 Smoothie (surprisingly having high fructose corn syrup as a main ingredient instead of pure fruit juice) and Rob got marshmallows...and more. Like I said.

We also checked the mail and Rob paid his lawyer before that. We just got back. I'm beat today.

6:18 p.m. I've been crossing things done off the list in my previous post. It's a good feeling to do it, knowing my goals in life, even the small ones, are getting accomplished.

6:37 p.m. Time to get off the computer and shower. Quite a day.

7:43 p.m. Took time to read the book: 'Finding The Love Of Your Life.' I highly recommend it!! It's taught me, that though I'd love to get married some day, having patience with it and recognizing both partners have to be agreeable, and comfortable, to head after marriage. It's really defined what I want in a partner. God Bless, Jesus Loves, Lives, Saves! Hallelujah!
After Forever - "Leaden Legacy." A beautiful lyric from an Opera Metal song.

7:51 p.m. So I am feeling better, having messaged that guy about how I feel. He seems to have grown attached to me but I really, truly, do not feel the same way and can't force myself to. I can be as kind as possible though, and that I will oblige.

I don't think I'm asking for the moon for the ideal guy. A pacifist, love everyone and forgive everyone unconditionally, not quick to anger, does not curse or get angry about debates, even anti-Christian matters,  loving of course. Abstinent, like me, go figure. A peaceful person. And of course a mutually sharing in each other, lover of compromise that benefits bother partners. Deep intimacy (in knowing and understanding each other and mutual respect.) We may not have to be exactly alike, but we should have differences that would make us grow together, instead of keep us apart. Yup.

I don't know what God has in store for me. I think the ideals above still leave enough room for a man's individuality, where he can be himself, you know? Love, peace, and forgiveness. Just to sum it up, is what my ideal partner would live by to the fullness.

I don't care who disagrees. I don't care who says that wanting these things will make me end up alone because nobody is like that. I'm not asking for ideals that I don't choose to live myself. I have that one person out there God made just for me, I believe, and if God wills me to be led to him, so be it. It'll take time and I can wait while I'm young.

And if I'm not seeing it, then I just know that's not the person I want to spend my life with.

8:46 p.m. I got chicken, biscuits, and gravy (boxed) with added mozzerlla started in the oven. Have a good night, Chelsea. I mean it. Don't let it be brought down. :) Oi. I'm cold, mysteriously tired, and can't wait to end the day. :D But happy so far.

Rob had to help me find the can opener. I checked the strainer multiple times but he found it on the first try, lol. I thought on a different subject I could decorate the blog with old graphics. XD

9:51 p.m. I originally intended on editing Chapter Four of the Dream Doctor but I got distracted by dinner, which was delicious, Hershey's, then playing with the cat....who ran off after I took his paper ball away that he tore up. God Bless, Jesus Loves, Lives, Saves. Glory, Praise, Thanks, on the highest forever and ever in Jesus Name, Amen! God is Able! P.S. April is shopping on SL. God Bless her. Night! I need sleep.

12:45 a.m. I slept yet again. I also stubbed my toe on the table earlier. My toes ached then and still feel weird when I sleep. Made myself a bowl of leftovers.

April is in bed and so is Rob, this means her computer is free which means I'm free to work on my Blurb book as I wish, with plenty of rest. God Bless, Jesus Loves, Lives, Saves! Hallelujah!

1:10 a.m. So I finished my food, listened to a song about a man named Mr. Toot, listened to Bang Bang and looked up reaction GIFS. Chelsea, Praise God!

1:19 a.m. Hunted down the GIF owner and got distracted, getting more reaction GIFS. Oi. now Bang Bang is definetely in my head. -_-

All Glory, Praise, Thanks and all things be to almighty God on the highest forever and ever in Jesus name, amen. God is able to do above all we ask or think!

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