3:11 a.m. Why should someone be so surprised, to the point of criticism, if after I first confessed (to put it out there so they WON'T be surprised) that I act a certain way, and then show I have a habit of doing it?
I refuse to accept any man's opinion that the way I am will only leave me alone in the end. In all honesty, loneliness beats enduring the worst of uncomfortable situations...enduring things that hurt my ears worse than nails on a chalkboard.
I have every reason to believe that God has a wonderful plan for my life, even if i don't carry it out altogether too perfectly. The best I got is to love all and forgive all...after all it's worked for me so far.
That doesn't mean I can't choose not to step away when my happiness is at stake, as I tend to do. I don't have time for unhappiness, being all too aware of my mortality as I am.
I think if God intended that I end up alone for my ways, it would happen. But if God has a match, a guy out there just suited to His will for my life, then perhaps I won't be. I'm hoping for the latter. :) He loves me, Sent Jesus to Die for me, that's how I know His love is always there...that He'll not forsake me because it was an Eternal Gift and Price. I can continue seeking the eternal. My life on earth is nothing close to what awaits in Heaven. And with God, I won't be alone.
God Bless, Home nuggets, Jesus Loves, Lives, Saves Hallelujah!
All Glory, Praise, Thanks and all things be to almighty God on the highest forever and ever in Jesus name, amen. God is able to do above all we ask or think!
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