Netflix went down at around 6 a.m.this morning and I went to bed around sunrise and woke at around 1-2 p.m. Editing has gone very well today and I have so many plot plans for the book but at this point, it is still VERY, Very, VERY, far from being ready to submit to an agent, who may submit it to a publisher. If God Wills I can answer my calling and make a real income here..because I don't feel right for other work. This is what I want to do with my life, you know? And if God wills this to be a success, I can make a TRILOGY and make regular income.
I don't know what the next story will be. My heart is so invested in my Dream Doctor story that 's being built up. I've tried writing other books and this is the one that stuck.
|Being up and active at 6-7 a.m. in the morning.|
12:22 a.m. I finished a movie and took nap. I just woke up and I've already caused unncessessary tension in the house. When I went to bed, there was like about ten pieces of candy left in a jar. When I woke up, every single piece was gone. I want to say that for future reference, even saving one individual piece of candy for someone would be kind but instead, the attempt to bring it up, at least with April, is more like 'Yeah, the candy is gone because I ate it all. Deal with it. That's life.' It's not her words, it's a tone thing.
I tried to talk to Rob, who just woke up, and he's like 'If it's going to be a thing, I'll buy more.' I told him that he didn't need to and I wasn't trying to turn it into anything, then April chimed in, getting defensive about it and I said I didn't want to argue.
I simply wish for that it would be acknowledged, that leaving, out of about 8-10 pieces of candy, one candy per person for the other people..but it feels frustrating not being able to bring that up. April gets defensive, Rob doesn't want a fight. BwewehhehehhehehehheEEEHHHHHHHH!!!!! :P I'll get over this.
12:59 a.m. I showed Rob the video where Morgan Freeman reads 'Yvlis - The Fox and it's hilarious!
1:41 p.m. Hey, someone sent me a real message on OkCupid for the first time in weeks. That's something. "Hello there! My name is Conrad. I enjoyed reading your profile, we seem to have alot in common. Hope to hear back from you. You seem like a nice person to get to know and talk with."
You see, that is ten thousand times a better introduction than 'hey beautiful, hey sexy, hey gorgeous etc.' I want a person to approach me like I'm human, seeing all of me, not a pretty face. :)
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2:52 a.m. Showered, dressed and hanging out with Rob in his room. April's asleep.End of updates. God Bless, Jesus Loves, Lives, Saves! Hallelujah! 2 You forgave the iniquity of your people;
you covered all their sin. Selah. . . .Psalm 85:2 P.S. Waiting for the next few minutes to play Neopets dailies since I happen to be up this late.