Tuesday, September 30, 2014

The End of September. Mood: Tense, Depressed, Trying To Stay Afloat

8:51 p.m. I have not begun the next journal yet but thankfully the current one was finished today. My dress went terrible. I ruined the zipper so April took it off and hopefully she's going to add buttons to it soon. I have 30 something entries left before the livejournal migration project is done and I can praise Jesus! Until I get my next offline journal up and running, this blog will have to suffice. :)

"Cause you know 
I'm all about that bass
      bout' that bass
  no treble" 

9:01 p.m. Since I didn't find a GIF I wanted related to the above lyrics, consolation prize:

11:01 p.m. I played on the internet, showered, and came back to read because that bog makes me smile and reminds me of character I make up in my own head. It's also producing a really strong urge to play them out in the same way...making something physical of my comical imagination.

God Bless, Jesus Loves, Lives, Saves. Thanks, Glory, Praise, be to Him on the Highest forever and ever in Jesus Name, Amen! God is Able! 15 See that no one repays anyone evil for evil, but always seek to do good to one another and to everyone. 1 Thessalonians 5:15 

P.S. I de-activated my OKCupid Account. I was tired of men having adulterous intentions, blatantly to the point of immortality, towards me. It's like you tell some until you're blue in the face that you have no intentions like that but they think they only have to ask and you'll give in anyway. So done. God help us women from such men in Jesus Name, Amen! P.S. Not to say all men are like this.

Hint to men: Respectable woman don't like catcalls.

 2:25 a.m. I've been on the internet all night. Oh, and Rob kindly bought me Neocash (okay, he sighed but he still did it) and the NC Mall is down. No lab ray cookies for me. Neopets lingo XD. I've spent a long time surfing the pound, too.

And for the past hour, the anxiety was high in the air and could be cut thickly with a knife. April installing her tablet, getting an error, and uninstalling, only to have the program interfere with her other programs...and not letting her get rid of was very awkward. 

When I stepped in my room, it was like the air lifted and changed, automatically. I listened to music a bit, came back out, she was still unhappy. Rob had just given up trying to fix it. 

 But when she went back, something he did worked and it was better. She's also in a better mood, easier, and backing my book up now.

Well, now her internet is off. Her mouse and keyboard quit. She's restarting the computer. It's going to be a long and sharply  tense night, the mood changed in a half second in the room even as I was writing this entry, even while she was still...lovely...for a few seconds.
I get the stress. Bye, though.

Hello October 2014. This is how it begins...

2:32 a.m. For the moment, she's connected she says...we'll see how it lasts.

2:38 a.m. And it died again. She's full blown every sense of the word. I need to leave soon.

2:40 a.m. She's trying to back up my book. She cares even in all this...bad stuff.

 2:53 a.m. Perfect GIF! She's Dean (foreground) and I'm Cass. (background.) 

2:57 a.m. Book backed up..that was fast. End Updates. It's already October 1, 2014. Better news, April said her anger has dissipated, I applaud her for that given this ongoing situation, and she said we can be calm.

All Glory, Praise, Thanks and all things be to almighty God on the highest forever and ever in Jesus name, amen. God is able to do above all we ask or think!

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